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2010-02-03T10:40:00.000-08:00

Song: In her eyes
artist: Josh Groban
scenes: Final Fantasy XII, Crsis Core, Advent Children, Dirge of Cerberus

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pairing:

Balthier - Fran
Cloud - Aeris
Vincent - Lucrecia

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2 years old vid....

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In Her Eyes Lyrics
Artist(Band):Josh Groban

She stares through my shadow
She sees something more
Believes there's a light in me
She is sure
And her truth makes me stronger
Does she realize
I awake every morning
With her strength by my side

I am not a hero
I am not an angel
I am just a man
Man who's trying to love her
Unlike any other
In her eyes I am

This world keeps on spinning
Only she stills my heart
She's my inspiration
She's my northern star
I don't count my possession
All I call mine
I will give her completely
To the end of all time

I am not a hero
I am not an angel
I am just a man
Man who's trying to love her
Unlike any other
In her eyes I am

In her eyes I see the sky and all I'll ever need
In her eyes time passes by and she is with me

I am not a hero
I am not an angel
I am just a man
Man who's trying to love her
Unlike any other
In her eyes I am
In her eyes I am

The Reason

2010-01-13T19:55:00.000-08:00

whatever people may say about hoobastank, both fans and anti-fans. this is a fine song to listen to. the lyrics and music are both simple but the most important thing is it goes straight to your head.

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The Reason
Artist(Band):Hoobastank
scenes: Advent Children, Chaos Legion, Crisis Core, Final Fantasy 8

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yea still Cloud and Aerith as always. i wanted to put Vincent and Lucrecia but it would be just fine without them this time, hence think about it again i dont think neither Vinc or Lucrecia has to apologise for anything so i chose Chaos Legion instead (well its a good game for entertainer, i recommend) i did put the scene of Sieg anf Delacroix together so people can compare them to Sephiroth and Cloud's. similar, arent they?

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The Reason Lyrics
Artist(Band):Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with every day
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Relentless

2010-01-13T19:54:00.000-08:00

this is a pretty nice game so i recommend
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song: Relentless
artist: 8-point rose
scenes: Persona 3, Persona 3:FES

Relentless lyrics:

Fading hope when the sun is rising
Is there truth beyond what I see
Who will ever reach thru the light
Who will ever miss me then if Im gone
　
Images forgotten but they wont take all of me
Memories haunting the vision of you
No one cares to believe
No one wants to be left behind
　
There is no innocence inside you
The desire for what is out of my reach
There is nothing for me to redeem
Yet I long for your mind and your relentless soul
　
Hidden thoughts in the skies of wonder
Is there truth beyond what I see
Who will ever remember my name
Who will ever miss me then if Im gone

The longing thoughts inside yourself
Leaning down the path you have seen

Twisted minds and lonely souls
Feeding mouths of lust and treachery
In my head

Somewhere

2010-01-13T19:52:00.000-08:00

song: somewhere
artist: within Temptation
scenes: Final Fantasy XII

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a dedication for people who lost their beloved.

FFXII is just so... unfair for Ashe no matter how you look at it. Ashe and Rasler married firstly for political purpose, but they did love each other truly. and even at the end of the game Ashe did get over her loss, there's nothing that can make up Rasler's leave. well why didnt they let Ashe see her Rasler for the last time? just like in FF7 when Cloud met Aerith in lifestream?

Rasler's ghost in the game is fake but i want to make it real in this vid

and Ashe, though she's a queen now, she will always be a princess for her Prince Rasler

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Somewhere Lyrics
Artist(Band):Within Temptation

Lost in the darkness, hoping for a sign
Instead there is only silence,
Can't you hear my screams?
Never stop hoping,
Need to know where you are
But one thing's for sure,
You're always in my heart

I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying until my dying day
I just need to know whatever has happened,
The truth will free my soul

Lost in the darkness, try to find your way home
I want to embrace you and never let you go
Almost hope you're in heaven so no one can hurt your soul
Living in agony 'cause I just do not know
Where you are

I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying until my dying day
I just need to know whatever's happened,
The truth will free my soul

Wherever you are, I won't stop searching
Whatever it takes me to go

I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying until my dying day
I just need to know whatever's happened,
The truth will free my soul

Death Dies Hard

2010-01-13T19:50:00.000-08:00

song: Death Dies Hard
artist" Deathstars
scenes: Chaos Legion, Dirge of Cerberus, Advent Children

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it has been so long since the last time i made a vid with Tifa's appearance. not that i hate Tifa, i just dont have much chance to put her in

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Death Dies Hard Lyrics
Artist(Band):Deathstars

Watch the vultures as they open their eyes
Can you please, please give them something
Play the heavens with the Devil's dice
Can you serve them, feed 'em with your king

You've never seen anything like this before
You will never see a clockwork sunrise no more

I bring no shelter 'cause I...

I will deny you
This world belongs to me
You try to fake it
But all wounds are there to see

Death Dies Hard
Watch as the Devil gets sold to me
Death Dies Hard
Enter hell and use the bone of God as key

The lotus withers as the insects thrive
Can you please please give them something
The pulse of darkness brings God alive
Can your black crimes be carried on white wings

You've never felt anything like this before
A sulphur storm brings the victims upon the shore

I bring no shelter 'cause I...

I will deny you
This world belongs to me
You try to fake it
But all wounds are there to see

Death Dies Hard
Watch as the Devil gets sold to me
Death Dies Hard
Enter hell and use the bone of God as key

Lonely Day

2010-01-13T19:48:00.000-08:00

song: Lonely Day
artist: SOAD
scenes: Final fantasy VIII, Chaos Legion

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i still think the scene of Delacroix and Sieg are pretty much similar to Cloud and Sephiroth

well what can i say? poor Delacrioix...

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Lonely Day Lyrics
Artist(Band):System of a Down

Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most loneliest day in my life

Such a lonely day
Should be banned
It's a day that I can't stand

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
It's a day that I'll never miss

Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most loneliest day of my life

And if you go,
I wanna go with you
And if you die,
I wanna die with you
Take your hand and walk away

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
And it's mine
It's a day that I am glad I survived.

This Is It - Michael Jackson metal tribute

2010-01-13T19:46:00.000-08:00

Download the song for free at: www.8pointrose.com

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song: This Is It
artist: 8-Point rose
scenes: advent children, crisis core, final fantasy X-2, shadow hearts 2 convenant

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Lyrics:

All wanted you but still they made you sad
Some think you were genious
Some called you dangerous and bad
But with your HIStory you put me next in line
Led me to the right path
I still remember the time

Though you´re gone to soon
We must keep the faith
Maybe now they´ll leave you alone

This is it
The final curtain call
(Born to amuse, born to inspire, born to delight)
This is it
Your star will never fall
We never wanted you to say "This is it"

All the stories left to be told
What about all the dreams you gave us
You have left the world so cold
I just cant describe the way you made me feel
So why did you leave us here
There´s still a world left to heal

Power of the Dragonflame

2010-01-13T19:42:00.000-08:00

Song: Power of the Dragonflame
Artist: Rhapsody of Fire
Dragons featuring:
-Bahamut (Final Fantasy 9)
-Bahamut SIN (Advent Children)
-Angelus and black Dragon(Drakengard)
-Legna (Drakengard 2)
-Dragon (Lineage 2)

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Square Enix banned this vid once so i had to put Warcraft there

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my fav song of one of my fav bands

Rhapsody is just nice =) power metal rox!

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Power Of The Dragonflame Lyrics
Artist(Band):Rhapsody

Rise mighty dragon...

Rise, rise, rise, rise...
Mighty dragon rise!

Ruins of ancient wisdom closing now my darkest lonely eye
god is dead in Thorald and in Elnor's rhyme
Mutilated bodies are now carved in ancient holy stone
tragic decoration of unholy wars

The heart of the dragon is screaming awaiting
to write the black last page
The page of blood was written by them...
the dead now lying on the sand

Visions of disaster are now challenging the wild storms
cyclops of the midlands wash my bloody shore
Sirens from the open seas now heal my broken wounded brain
I call the holy typhoons... air, fire, earth!

The heart of the dragon is screaming awaiting
to write the black last page
The page of blood was written by them...
the dead now lying on the sand

FROM THE SILENT HILL WE SCREAM LOUD YOUR NAME
MIGHTY POWER OF THE DRAGONFLAME
FROM THE MOUNTAINS PROUD AND STRONG
WE CALL OUR DRAGONLORD

Mighty dragon rise... rise!

Energie di cosmi estinti gridano sangue
dalle terre dell'ignoto senza pieta'

The heart of the dragon is screaming awaiting
to write the black last page
The page of blood was written by them...
the dead now lying on the sand

FROM THE SILENT HILL WE SCREAM LOUD YOUR NAME
MIGHTY POWER OF THE DRAGONFLAME
FROM THE MOUNTAINS PROUD AND STRONG
WE CALL OUR DRAGONLORD

youtube and Square Enix

2009-12-27T20:02:00.000-08:00

well i was banned =/ thats all. all of available vid will be updated to new account darknovaGGC

2009-11-03T05:11:00.000-08:00

song: Soldier of Fortune (original by Deep Purple)
artist: Opeth
album: Ghost of Reveries
scenes: Final Fantasy 7 - Dirge of Cerberus, Drakengard 1, 2

for people who have played Drakengard and DoC or at least have known about them, this vid can be considered fine. its about the friendship of Caim and Angelus lasted via time, about love of Vinc and Lucrecia.

in Drakengard 2, after 18 years long, Caim never stops searching for Angelus, to free her from the painful seal. all tears, blood, every losses they have suffered finally became ashes. it's a sad ending but at the same time, happy ending. should we smile, or cry for it?

as for Vincent and Lucrecia, well the unchanged love for over 50 years is enough to say.

Soldier of Fortune lyric - Opeth cover

I have often told you stories about the way
I lived the life of a drifter waiting for the day
When I'd take your hand and sing you songs
And may be you would say
Come lay with me and love me
And I would surely stay

But I feel i'm growing older
And the songs that I have sung
Echo in the distance
Like the sound
Of a windmill going round
Guess I'll always be
A soldier of fortune.

Many times I've been a traveller
I looked for something new
In days of old when nights were cold
I wandered without you
Those days I thought my eyes
Had seen you standing near
Though blindness is confusing
It shows that you're not here.

Now I feel I'm growing older
And the songs that I have sung
Echo in the distance
Like the sound
Of a windmill going round
Guess I'll always be
A soldier of fortune

Yes, I can hear the sound
Of a windmill going round
I guess I'll always be
A soldier of fortune.
I guess I'll always be
A soldier of fortune.

2009-11-03T04:58:00.000-08:00

song: Love you To Death
artist: Kamelot
album: Ghost Opera
scenes: Valkyrie Profile 2: Silmeria, Drakengard, Dirge of Cerberus and 1 scene of Advent Children

Kamelot is my favourite power/symphonic band, no doubt about that. this song although is simple but very touching and therefore it contents a very neat sense of Asian music which makes it worth to listen to ^^

Love You to Death Lyrics
Artist(Band):Kamelot

Love You to Death

When they met she was fifteen
Like a black rose blooming wild
And she already knew she was gonna die

"What's tomorrow without you?
This is our last goodbye"

She got weaker every day
As the autumn leaves flew by
Until one day, she told him, "This is when I die"

"What was summer like for you?"
She asked him with a smile
"What's tomorrow without you?"
He silently replied

She said,

"I will always be with you
I'm the anchor of your sorrow
There's no end to what I'll do
Cause I love you, I love you to death"

But the sorrow went too deep
The mountain fell too steep
And the wounds would never heal
Cause the pain of the loss was more than he could feel

He said,

"I will always be with you
By the anchor of my sorrow
All I know, or ever knew,
Is I love you, I love you to death"

"What's tomorrow without you?
Is this our last goodbye?"

[Solo]

"I will always be with you
I'm the anchor of your sorrow
There's no end to what I'll do
Cause I love you"

2009-11-03T04:46:00.000-08:00

song: While Your Lips Are Still Red ( composed by Marco)
album: Amaranth
artist: Nightwish
scenes: Final Fantasy X, X-2, Advent Children Complete, Final Fantasy VIII, Drakengard 2
Intro:
Song: [Edited] Megaman 2 Dr Wily's Castle Theme
Footage: Final Fantasy VII Crisis Core, Advent Children Complete, Dirge of Cerberus

a combination work of me and Valoja94 , being dedicated as Michael Jackson's late bday

Val-chan's work: intro + 0:00 - 2:34
my work: 2:35 - 4:59

I had wanted to make amv with my friends for a long time til this chance came very happy to have a work together with Val-chan and it turned out that our work indeed matched and blended well which made me even happier dispite all the problem about quality and transfering.

Val-chan deserves more credit, that's all i can say.

Nightwish : While Your Lips Are Still Red Lyrics

Sweet little words made for silence not talk
Young heart for love not heartache
Dark hair for catching the wind
Not to veil the sight of a cold world

Kiss while your lips are still red
While he's still silent
Rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled
Hold another hand while the hand's still without a tool
Drown into eyes while they're still blind
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn

First day of love never comes back
A passionate hour's never a wasted one
The violin, the poet's hand
Every thawing heart plays your theme with care

Kiss while your lips are still red
While he's still silent
Rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled
Hold another hand while the hand's still without a tool
Drown into eyes while they're still blind
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn

Kiss while your lips are still red
While he's still silent
Rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled
Hold another hand while the hand's still without a tool
Drown into eyes while they're still blind
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn

2009-11-03T04:41:00.000-08:00

track: Por Una Cabeza (taken from Scent of a Woman OST)
scenes: Final Fantasy VIII, Valkyrie Profile: Lenneth

nothing special about this vid, i just love the music, so i decided to make a vid with it. I like tango, cant you tell?

2009-11-03T04:30:00.000-08:00

song: (You are ) Reason I'm Alive
artist: Drowning Pool
album: Full Cirle
scenes: Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children, Dirge of Cerberus, Kingdom Hearts 1,2 Final Mix and the opening scene from Valkyrie Profile 2

hidden scenes: Riku, Kairi, Cloud and Aerith's feet on the flower field and some bit more, take time to find them

im fond of this song though i dont think its a masterpiece. its a mix between sad and yet strong feeling (strong passion, huge agony, strong will of revenge, etc) so yea... again i got to say its interesting to listen to.

its the first time ive used Final Mix cut scenes, hope it brought good effect. i just think for Roxas, being a Nobody of Sora already makes him alive because of Sora. even if he got a different life and had no idea about his true person (body.memories? etc) which is Sora, he still longed for Sora, for the bit of existing beyond himself. although in KH2 after all Roxas already got back to Sora's body, i guess Roxas would never disappear, he will always be a part of Sora, he is Nobody but not nobody

DROWNING POOL LYRICS
"Reason I'm Alive"

Whatever happened to till death do us part?
Together forever slowly severed us apart
You know, dreams are just like lies (dreams are just like lies), when you walk away?
I never want to feel again, as the blackness settles in
And I only have one thing left to say

You're the reason that i'm alive
Twist that knife but I just won't die
You're the reason that i'm alive (reason that I'm alive)
Leave you here as you watch me fly away
Woah-oh, woah-oh, as you watch me fly away
Watch me fly away

Whatever happened to the lies that I believed?
And wasn't it you that said the truth will set us free?
You know, dreams are just like lies (dreams are just like lies), when you walk away?
And we never even had a chance, as the sadness slips away
And I only have one thing left to say

You're the reason that i'm alive (reason that I'm alive)
Twist that knife but I just won't die
You're the reason that i'm alive (reason that I'm alive)
Leave you here as you watch me fly away
Woah-oh, woah-oh, as you watch me fly away
Woah-oh, woah-oh, as you watch me fly away

I'm rising up on broken wings
And I'm choking back these empty sins
Well I hope you take this, take this as you want

You're the reason that i'm alive (reason that I'm alive)
Twist that knife but I just won't die
You're the reason that i'm alive (reason that I'm alive)
Leave you here as you watch me fly away
Woah-oh, woah-oh, as you watch me fly away

2009-11-02T22:30:00.000-08:00

song: Mad World
artist: Adam Lambert
scenes: Final Fantasy VII: Dirge of Cerberus, Advent Children, Crisis Core, Final Fantasy Versus XIII

not many comments about this vid though except for the great song

this song was sung well by Gary and Adam Lambert, so if you havent listened to any of them, i recommend

this vid is also the first one i wanted to use FF13 Versus that much, well just tried to express the confusing feeling of Stela and Storm.. a kind of new Romeo and Juliet (?)

Mad World Lyrics

All around are me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrows
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very,
Mad world, Mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
May they feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny,
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very
Mad world, Mad world
Mad world, Mad world

2009-11-02T22:15:00.000-08:00

song: Divided
artist: Tiamat
scenes: Bleach fanart

yea im back finally

Ive read manga and of course i do read Bleach and above all I especially like Ulquiorra and Orihime. well about the pairing i mean. Im certain that Ulqui has some special feelings for Orihime, whether it's just a little bit warm feeling of humanity that Orihimi gave or it's a big love as we wish, i know that to Ulquiorra, Orihime is a special person

another reason that i support UlquiHime is because Ichigo already gets Rukia, then why is Orihime after him still, thats so unfair for Orihime

so i decided to make this vid, a tribute for both of them, for love will forever lasts even that 1 person is already gone...

as for Tiamat, it's a really good band from Sweden and i strongly recommend well Tiamat may not be that popular in the charts but... come on... why should we care about the charts instead of what our hearts feel

Tiamat Divided Lyrics:
The marriage has gone to my head
The wedding trumpets are dead
Replaced by a static noise
So loud that I can't
hear my own voice
Will those signs lead me out of here
Well, just take me somewhere
To the planes where angels sing
Trough the chime and the clattering

For what it's worth the
truth might hurt you
There is a little you can do
When shadows fall I will desert you
Then that's what you will do

For what it's worth the
truth might hurt you
And with a tear of morning dew...
My temples born anew

Lead me inside
Lead me inside
Lead me inside out of the cold
Let me inside
Feel me inside
When the seed is sown
Our love's dead by dawn

And as the day begins
The sun is soothing my skin
And I am divided
I am divided
For love

I have to say
That all of this time
I waited for someone like you
You are my dream
You are my dream
You are my dream

-hiatus-

2009-06-25T13:35:00.000-07:00

firstly Im very very happy that i got 200 sub (now is 200+) ^^

thanks for all of your support, it is a pleasure that i have gotten many positive comments about my videos and amv =D

however from now on darknovaGW's work will be in hiatus. Just that this time I have been busy, hence I have gotten some problem that i need to solve and get over them firstly before I can start anything with editing vid and making amv again.

also, after 50 vids in 1 year, I think it's my time to stop for a while, in order to find some new materials for my vids (yes you can say why the heck I should need to find something new while my vids actually took from fmv's) but yes I do need, it's the way i focus on some certain scenes and feeling, the way i tried to express my feeling via scenes. I was into strong feeling so much and most of the time forgot other factors which is not a good thing to me.

hopefully I can see you guys again asap

but lol what i am talking about? sure i will still reply your messages and comments, but with slower time than before.

PS: I'm thinking about connecting back to metal =P lol

[Story of Evil]

2009-06-15T06:06:00.000-07:00

if you are interest, click the title of each part to watch the whole "story"

i will just analyse (or better say "summary"?) the whole story, since im so fond of the whole story [Story of Evil] but we will first start with my very own opinion that i really like concept albums, especially albums that can make it the whole story like this, i hope someday i can see a metal album with this concept (usually in symphonic and progressive, concepts album contents many different bits of the whole story, not the story in words of different characters like in [Story of Evil])

Daughter of Evil (click):
the princess of Yellow, who did not care about anyone else but herself. she let her people starve while satisfying her want. she fell in love with the Prince of Blue. but the Prince of Blue already loved Lady of Green. Princess of Yellow ended up starting the war and murdering the Lady of Green. the country's people got angry and started a revolution. they caught her and executed her at 3pm. when the last moment came, the Princess of Yellow smiled and said: "oh, it's time for snack!"

Servant of Evil (click):
the twin brother of Princess of Yellow. for fate they were separated, one became princess, one became servant. he sworn that he would protect his sister whatever it costs "to protect you i will become the devil". he also fell in love with Lady of Green, but since his sister asked, he came to kill Lady of Green with his tears pouring. when the army attacked the castle, he switched clothes to his sister and help her flee while he was captured by the army. at the time being executed, he recognised his sister was among people watching around, so he smiled and joked: "oh, it's time for snack" and he made the wish "if i could reborn, i hope you would play with me again"

Daughter of Vengeance (click):
the Lady of Red. her family was starved under Princess of Yellow's rule. she stood up and started the war - the revolution. she came up with the help of Prince of Blue. when the army got into castle, Lady of Red realised it was the servant, not the right princess who was caught. but she knew they were siblings, so she pretended like nothing wrong. at the execution, she realised the real Princess of Yellow got to come, and Lady of Red was satisfised with the truth that Princess of Yellow will have to see her own brother died in front of her eyes. the pain Princess of Yellow got was the revenge of Lady of Red - Daughter of Vengeance.

Lady of Green (click):
a beautiful lady who lives up for her own fun - making conflict between people. she likes to make men around jealous of each other and fought for her love. when she knew the Prince of Blue came, she deceived him and made him fall in love with her. however, at the same time she met the Servant of Yellow Princess, and she did fall in love with that servant. the war was started by the Princess of Yellow, and the servant caught her. looking at the knife in his tremble hands, she knew he was going to kill her. Lady of Green held his hands and thrust the knife to her chest, smiling that she died with the man she truly loved.

Prince of Blue (click):
the charming prince who would get all girls as he wanted. but he fell in love with Lady of Green, though he already engaged with Princess of Yellow. people object the relationship since the 2 of them belong to different classes. One day he got to know she was killed and he was late to warn her. obviously it was Princess of Yellow who did it. Prince of Blue joined Lady of red's army and attacked the Yellow kingdom. at the execution, he got to know it was not the Princess but the servant who was going to be killed. but he did nothing. It was for the purpose of his revenge, too.

Ending:

Regret Message (click):
after the Servant's death, the Princess of Evil got to read a wish of her brother that said "if i could reborn, i hope you would play with me again". she went to the beach, looking at the wish within the bottle floating away, and wished for that would happen.

King of Blue over the sea: (click)
After the war, being tired and in pain of Lady of Green's death, Prince of Blue (now is the King) went to the harbor, and saw Princess of Yellow there, with the wish letter in a small bottle. he recognised her but settled that everything was over, both of them lost the ones they loved the most. King of Blue also wished for the future, for Princess of Yellow's fate, and hope she will not repeat her mistake again.

Re_Birth (click):
the Servant traveled within an empty space, the Green handcuffs pulled him, the Blue tears pulled him, and Red blood wrapped over his body. but then he saw the light, heard the voice of his sister, as he wanted to get back to her so much. after that the Green handcuffs, Blue tears and Red blood unchained him

when he opened his eyes, he saw a new life when he was reborn, being with people in a musical band, and that was his new birthday.

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now abit about music, firstly all vocals in this song series are not real, Im not sure which one will be the exact word for it, "digital voice" or "virtual voice". all music was composed using a programme called VOCALOID, you can download the demo version of this programme to try make some music if you want, though the vocabularies library is very limited with only 5 words "I", "love", "you", "my", "baby"

the background music, or should i call "genre" and "material" is mostly pop-dance, a bit ballad and well many other things also mixed there (just to remind you again, the main theme music is already electrical music which can contents within itself many other kinds, except for the instrumental version)

back to vocals, in my opinion, I don't really consider them as good products. everything that was made again under human hands can never sounds natural. The feeling within the song was lost a lot because of that . they are good voices i cannot deny, maybe can say unbelievable voices, so cute, so high, so strong, can reach even hardest notes. but without feeling within, a good voice is just a voice, but not a vocal. Yes it may remind you the case of Gorillaz and you may have another opinion, but that was what i think .

further more, the "anime" kind female vocals actually did irritate me somewhat. It's not I don't like high voices, as the truth that I have liked a certain number of sopranos, but the voice made by VOCALOID indeed hurt my ears . It could be a part of the programme's work but at least it was my impression about it.

but as for the concept and story, well i can say this is an awesome thing that you should not miss and still I cannot find any metal album that has this kind of great and neat story. the closest ones are The Black Halo and Epica by Kamelot, but the story is still not as deep as what I really look for.

a screenshot

2009-06-05T04:18:00.000-07:00

a screenshot from making the vid Far away. the number of "lines" you saw in the bar (please click on the pic to see the real size, the pic on this post is just so small ) is the total times i cut and put those vids together. with over 40 cut times, this vid's editing process is average (to me) .

Far away

2009-06-05T04:06:00.000-07:00

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song: Faraway
artist: Nickelback
scenes: Shadow Hearts, Shadow Hearts: Covenant, Final Fantasy VIII, Advent Children, Crisis Core

first time trying with Shadow Hearts, im glad it turned out not so bad

the vid of Cloud and Aerith meeting was the idea from a great vid by my friend Shin-chan

its the "comeback" of me after 3 weeks being busy with my exam , im glad this vid got an ok outcome and i hope it will be able to stay for long in youtube

NICKELBACK LYRICS
"Far Away"

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

Save You

2009-05-17T05:12:00.000-07:00

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song: Save You
artist: Emilie Autumn
album: Enchant
scenes: Final Fantasy 7: Dirge of Cerberus, Final Fantasy X-2, Drakengard 2, Valkyrie Profile: Lenneth

a gift to Valoja94 for her cuteness and support she has given me

hidden scenes are available, though i think next time i should stop using it for a while. since not many people will enjoy those hidden scenes i think

Emilie Autumn - Save You lyrics

How do I save you from a fate so sweet
As being torn to pieces by a loving hand
How do I save you from a voice so soft
As that which acquiesces to your each demand
How do I look upon the eyes I love
And send them down this path, I know it isn't right
How do I make you realize my love
That there is more to fear than strangers in the night

How do I save you?
How do I set you free?
Behind the curtain waits a darker world
If I can't make you leave
How can I save you from me?

I think you've had enough experience
To differentiate between a heart of gold
And what you cradle in your gentle arms
Can you not recognize a soul already sold?
How do I save you from the things I've been?
I can't deny the past, it's written on my face
How do I save you from the mess you're in
When I can't make you leave this torturous embrace

How do I save you?
How do I set you free?
Behind the curtain waits a darker world
If I can't make you leave
How can I save you from me?

Eagleheart

2009-05-15T08:35:00.000-07:00

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song: Eagleheart
artist: Stratovarius
album: Element pt.1
scene: Final Fantasy 7: Dirge of Cerberus, Crisis Core, Drakengard 2, Warcraft III : Reign of Chaos, Final Fantasy XII

the first song of Stratovarius, and still I like it very much

i do try Warcraft III but i do not like Orc to be honest. i worship Starcraft and all Starcraft fans know famous sentence of Zealot: my life for Auir. so i cannot stand when Warcraft copied such thoughtful script and gave Orc. so yea i do not like Orc, but it's about personal problem though, have nothing to do with the main story nor the race.

this is also the first time i have tried to mix 2 different kinds of games. RPG and RTS. i used to avoid mixing them together, since each kind has its own special features that i do not want to break. but one person told me to not mix Warcraft with any games just because Warcraft's characters are so ugly, and i just cannot stand that idea also , so yea, this vid is here with you now

Title: Stratovarius - Eagleheart lyrics

All through the night he is lying awake
Wond'ring how much more can he take
Watching the walls where shadows dance
Drifting away into a trance.

And his eyes are blazing with fire

Dreams burnt to ashes so many times
Highest of mountains, still he climbs
Ready to fly cause he just can't stay
Flame burning brighter with every day

And his eyes are blazing with fire
Longinng for the deepest desire

Heart of an eagle
He flies through the rainbow
Into a new world and finds the sun
Spreading his wings above all the sorrows
The glory of Eagleheart

Fever is burning in his veins
Determined with courage breaking the chains
Back against the wall under blood red skies
Prepared to fight until he dies.

What If

2009-05-15T08:26:00.000-07:00

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song: What If
artist: Emilie Autumn
scenes: Final Fantasy 8, 9, X, FF7 Advent Children, Final Fantasy XIII trailer (Lightning)

the first vid i made with Emilie Autumn song. i think she is awesome. although this amv is not very good, but still i tried my best with it. i also put some hidden scenes there, well just for people to take time to find them

Emilie Autumn - What If lyrics

Here you sit on your high-backed chair
Wonder how the view is from there
I wouldn't know 'cause I like to sit
Upon the floor, yeah upon the floor
If you like we could play a game
Let's pretend that we are the same
But you will have to look much closer
Than you do, closer than you do

And I'm far too tired to stay here anymore
And I don't care what you think anyway
'Cause I think you were wrong about me
Yeah what if you were, what if you were

And what if I'm a snowstorm burning
What if I'm a world unturning
What if I'm an ocean, far too shallow, much too deep
What if I'm the kindest demon
Something you may not believe in
What if I'm a siren singing gentlemen to sleep

I know you've got it figured out
Tell me what I am all about
And I just might learn a thing or two
Hundred about you, maybe about you
I'm the end of your telescope
I don't change just to suit your vision
'Cause I am bound by a fraying rope
Around my hands, tied around my hands

And you close your eyes when I say I'm breaking free
And put your hands over both your ears
Because you cannot stand to believe I'm not
The perfect girl you thought
Well what have I got to lose

And what if I'm a weeping willow
Laughing tears upon my pillow
What if I'm a socialite who wants to be alone
What if I'm a toothless leopard
What if I'm a sheepless shepherd
What if I'm an angel without wings to take me home

You don't know me
Never will, never will
I'm outside your picture frame
And the glass is breaking now
You can't see me
Never will, never will
If you're never gonna see

What if I'm a crowded desert
Too much pain with little pleasure
What if I'm the nicest place you never want to go
What if I don't know who I am
Will that keep us both from trying
To find out and when you have
Be sure to let me know

What if I'm a snowstorm burning
What if I'm a world unturning
What if I'm an ocean, far too shallow, much too deep
What if I'm the kindest demon
Something you may not believe in
What if I'm a siren singing gentlemen to sleep
Sleep...
Sleep...

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Vermillion

2009-05-06T12:29:00.000-07:00

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song: Vermilion
artist: Slipknot
scenes: Drakengard 2, Final Fantasy 8, Final Fantasy XIII: Versus, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children, Dirge of Cerberus, Crisis Core, 1 scene from Final Fantasy X

well there are many hidden scenes there, feel free to take your time to find them =)

Vermillion Lyrics
Artist(Band):Slipknot

She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalities
So fragile yet so devious
She continues to see it
Climatic hands that press
Her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

She is everything and more
The solemn hypnotic
My Dahlia bathed in possession
She is home to me

I get nervous, perverse, when I see her it's worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never she's coming home
Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

Hard to say what caught my attention
Fixed and crazy, Aphid attraction
Carve my name in my face, to recognize
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

(Yeah!)

(oh-oh)
I'm a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist through my need, to self oblige
She is something in me, that I despise

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!
SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!

She isn't real (She isn't real)
I can't make her real (can't make her real)
She isn't real (She isn't real)
I can't make her real (can't make her real)

stuck!

2009-05-04T04:58:00.001-07:00

I got stuck !! >"<>

i need more time!!

i still have many many many, super many songs i want to make vids with

Soldier of Fortune by Opeth, Save You by Emilie Autumn, March of Mephisto by Kamelot, Eagleheart by Stratovarius, etc and etc... omg i need more time! i want time to stop!

birth by sleep

2009-05-02T08:11:00.000-07:00

many people have said your feeling is small and feble
i have tried not believing in them

but what can i take? when you said you miss me but you dont care whether you can see me or not?

well just go on. if you feel the heavy of carrying my heart, then just leave it, and I will just be fine

Endorama

2009-04-10T22:24:00.000-07:00

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song: Endorama
artist: Kreator ft. Lacrimosa (Tilo)
scenes: Drakengard, FFVII: Crisis Core, Advent Children, FFXII, Final Fantasy XIII, Final Fantasy XIII: Versus

thanks for HigureShichiyou to recommend me Drakengard, true that its an epic game

Lacrimosa is one of my favourite bands just to let you know, and this song, i can say Tilo's voice mixed very well with Kreator.

i never used the fighting scene of Sephiroth and Genesis before though its really awesome, so i put some here. and also, some scenes of Lightning from FFXIII, this is the first time i have used "her" also

Kreator Endorama lyrics

This is the end of all life's suffering
This is the end of all life's pain
Fear, destruction, greed, exists no longer
Nothings left now nothing can remain
It's getting closer
Follow my friend
Endorama is crushing you
This the end
Expect no mercy
Just understand
Endorama comes for you
This is the end
This is the end of your false paradise
This is the end of mankinds pride
Masques of selfishness needed no longer
All forgotten dark illusions died
It's getting closer
Follow my friend
Endorama is crushing you
This the end
Expect no mercy
Just understand
Endorama comes for you
This is the end
As long as you're alive you've got to suffer
Death will take you from this labyrinth
Open up you'll see
This life just can't be real
Don't look back just let it all go
Into eden or inferno
This is the end of all your struggling
This is the end of this domain
Hate, regression, lies, exist no longer
As earth becomes the epitaph of cain
It's getting closer
Follow my friend
Endorama is crushing you
This the end
Expect no mercy
Just understand
Endorama comes for you
This is the end

For my Fallen Angel

2009-04-10T21:11:00.000-07:00

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Song: For My Fallen Angel
Artist: My Dying Bride
Album: Like Gods of The Sun
Scenes: Advent Children, Crisis Core, Dirge of Cerberus, FF8

truly dedicate to my best friend ever, my sister, teacher in life A.P.
thanks my friend Mamanon for the audio file

since the time i played FF7, i knew that Aerith loved Cloud and CLoud loved her too. whatever could happen, just play it and you will see it. go to Gongaga if you wonder whether Cloud loved Aeris because of Zack, rescue Aeris from the church again and again to see how they spent their time together in Midgar, go to the park and reload their conversation to see whether Aeris loved Zack or not, and you will get your answer.

no im not Tifa anti-fan, just i feel that Cloud loves Aeris

as for the song, i love My Dying Bride and of course this song is just so much beautiful

My Dying Bride - For My Fallen Angel lyrics

As I draw up my breath
And silver fills my eyes
I kiss her still
For she will never rise
On my weak body
Lays her dying hand
Through those meadows of Heaven
Where we ran
Like a thief in the night
The wind blows so light
It wars with my tears
They won't dry for many years
Loves golden arrow
At her should have fled
And not Death ebon dart
To strike her dead

Cute Animals

2009-04-10T02:15:00.000-07:00

thats all

i collected, and i wanted to share
they just look so so so cute

One Last Goodbye

2009-04-10T02:05:00.000-07:00

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song: One Last Goodbye
band: Anathema
album: Jugdement
movie: The Myth

the first time i have made a music video with a movie instead of games fmv's like before.

Anathema may not be one of my top favourite bands, but can say Anathema is one of the name that has affected my music taste a lot . i just started to become very choosy with lyrics after listening to Anathema and Wolverin (its a Swedish progressive metal band). Anathema's music and lyrics are not too upset nor using heavy tone, but still bring sad and empty feeling. thats the thing not many bands i have known can do

as for the movie, well i have to say i dont recommend you to watch The Myth, since its a very bad movie , though it's one of the movies that Jackie Chan played a tragedy part, as well as the ONLY movie until now that i have known, Jackie Chan died (in the movie i mean).
although the movie has a good idea about a love throughout time, so bad it cannot bring many feelings, even just a little bit of satisfaction. and the real OST of the song is here with Jackie Chan in vocal

and well Kim Hee Seon is one of the most beautiful women in the world in my eyes. i watched her movies since i was still in primary school she's also one of very rare celebrities i have known that doesnt have to change her style for more than 10 years but her image still never gets old.

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One Last Goodbye Lyrics
Artist(Band):Anathema

How I needed you
How I bleed now you're gone
In my dreams I see you
I awake so alone

I know you didn't want to leave
Your heart yearned to stay
But the strength I always loved in you
Finally gave way

Somehow I knew you would leave me this way
Somehow I knew you could never stay
And in the early morning light
After a silent peaceful night
You took my heart away
And I grieve

In my dreams I can see you
I can tell you how I feel
In my dreams I can hold you
And it feels so real

I still feel the pain
I still feel your love
I still feel the pain
I still feel your love

And somehow I knew you could never, never stay
And somehow I knew you would leave me
And in the early morning light
After a silent peaceful night
You took my heart away
I wished, I wished you could have stayed

III Ways To Epica

2009-04-10T01:51:00.000-07:00

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Song: III Ways To Epica by Kamelot and the vocal of Epica
Album: Epica
Scenes: Dirge of Cerberus, Advent Children, Valkyrie Profile 2: Silmeria (there is 1 second from Crisis Core also)

dedicated to Brandon, since he sent to me this awesome song

For ppl who don't know: this song and also the albums of Kamelot indeed tell you a long story which based on a play that is about the bet between Mephisto and God. Each song is a story, feeling and event in the play. That's why in lyrics there are names of characters.

the meaning of the song "III Ways To Epica" and the album, also the whole story, you can find here

III Ways to Epica lyric

[MEPHISTO:]
When you play with fire
You must anticipate some burns
Chasing for desire...
It's just a different way to learn

[ARIEL:]
I am defected from God
[HELENA:]
God had seized my soul
[ARIEL:]
So low redemptions too far
[HELENA:]
I am heaven's sheen
[ARIEL:]
She's the one that I loved
[HELENA:]
Love is all we know
[ARIEL:]
And she tore me apart
[HELENA:]
The dark can never win

[MEPHISTO:]
All that I require
Is some trust as the pages turn
I can take you higher
Cause your will is my concern

[ARIEL:]
I am defected from God
[HELENA:]
God had seized my soul
[ARIEL:]
So low redemptions too far
[HELENA:]
I am heaven's sheen
[ARIEL:]
She's the one that I loved
[HELENA:]
Love is all we know
[ARIEL:]
And she tore me apart
[HELENA:]
The dark can never win

[ARIEL:]
So long...maybe forever
I must carry on
Why did God take away
That one thing I wanted
Maybe God is the melody
We all serenade

[MEPHISTO:]
You would not feel sadness
If you never tasted joy
That's the curse of humans
Born in passion you destroyr

Bloodflower

2009-04-05T20:48:00.000-07:00

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song: Bloodflower
artist: Draconian
album: Turning Season within
scenes: Final Fantasy 12, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children, Dirge of Ceberus, Crisis Core, Final Fantasy VIII, IX

one of my my top 4 best amv's

bday present for Mamanon

i like putting hidden scenes (as usual) in my vids. this amv has lots of scenes like that, if you find them i hope you will find in interesting, can you see the pic of Sephiroth, Aerith, Cloud with blood on his face, Cloud and Aeris on the flower field, Rasler, Ashe?

in 5:33, when Cloud crashed his sword to the ground, the crashing sound indeed was the SONG instrument's, but it matched with vid, right? yea thats the hidden sound part - the thing i liked the most in this amv ^^

also, Draconian is one of my favourite bands , so i guess i got 1 more reason to make this amv so good even the song was quite long

Draconian lyric
"Bloodflower"

I've made a good living by dying;
Endless wait, grey solace ruling my mind
Constrained by time and drained by the cold,
Still I found myself shivering under the rising sun

You are the star, you are the moon
You are the soil where shadows bloom
Casting a light which brings me peace
Where the caverns of death will freeze

The flower never grew
But I love you just the same
Even though like a bird you flew
I will you just the same

I am the blood; a fire in your soul...
And I will grow in landscapes so cold

Oh, how I feel you in the every single detail,
As you lurk inside my tortured dreams
There is no hope as long we walk this earth,
But you should know my universe screams,
It screams for you

I cry for you!

The flower never grew
But I love you just the same
Even though like a bird you flew
I will love you just the same

Isabel (Eng trans)

2009-04-05T20:33:00.000-07:00

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song: Isabel
artist: IL DIVO
album: Ancora
scenes: Drakengard, Final Fantasy IX, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children, Crisis Core

please excuse any translation mistakes. i dont know Spanish and i used all dictionaries that i have, both in books and in the Internet to translate the song

the music and voices in this song are awesome... i cannot have any strict comment for those. but the lyric is quite... uhm... not really good to me (no offensive though). but still... this is one of the rare songs that caught me by the music and even the lyric couldn't bring me down, so still i made a lyric vid for it (with amv, of course)

IL Divo : Isabel - English translation

Flying
Falling
The pain behind me
Sound
Lose
Empire of illusions
Today I hold nothing in my hands
When you are not here,
My heart is gone

Isabel
If you go
Your God will get angry at you
So do not let this love die like that
I cried
Im crying
And suffering in solitude
Come back to me and I will make you happy
Isabel

Seeking
Feeling
The passion of love
Treat
fleeing
when the time comes
Escaping from the past
You and I
Just love forever lasts

Isabel
If you go
Your God will get angry at you
So do not let this love die like that
I cried
Im crying
And suffering in solitude
Come back to me and I will make you happy
Isabel

Today I hold nothing in my hands
When you are not here,
My heart is gone

Isabel
Where can I go

Isabel
Where can I go, without you?
I dont know how to survive
without you

Isabel
If you go
Your God will get angry at you
So do not let this love die like that
I cried
Im crying
And suffering in solitude
Come back to me and I will make you happy
Isabel

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Il Divo : Isabel (spanish) Lyrics
Songwriters: Romdhane, Andreas Jonas;

Volar
Caer
Al fondo el dolor
Sonar
Perder
Imperios de ilusion
Hoy no tengo nada
Si no estas
Mi corazon se apaga

Isabel
Si te vas
Tu Dios se enfadara
No dejes que este amor
Muera asi
Llorare
Iloraras
Sufriendo en soledad
Vuelve a mi y yo te hare
Feliz
Isabel

Buscar
Sentir
La gran pasion de amar
Tratar
de huir
a ese tiempo que vendra
Escapando del pasado
Tu y yo
Siempre enamorados

Hoy no tengo nada
Si no estas
mi corazon se apage

Isabel
A donde iras sin mi
yo no sabre vivr
sin ti

Isabel
a donde iras si mi
yo no sabre vivir
sin ti

Isabel
Si te vas
tu Dios se enfadara
no dejes que este amor
muera asi
Llorare
Iloraras
Sufriendo en soledad
Tu vuelve a mi y yo te harÃ©
feliz
Isabel.

Regret

2009-04-01T10:43:00.000-07:00

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song: Regret
artist: Malice Mizer (Gackt and Kami duet)
scenes: Final Fantasy 7: Dirge of Cerberus

Kami-sama

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this one is a tribute for Vincent and Lucrecia. the whole story from the first day they knew each other until the end of DoC. both of them always feel regret and feel sorry, they always blamed themselves and could never cross the line between each other although their love is just so strong and hurt .

i used Regret by Malice Mizer as the "soundtrack" for the amv. indeed this one is not a real "amv", its more like a "movie" with a new "OST". after all i hope you all enjoy it.

Forever (Kamelot)

2009-04-01T10:33:00.000-07:00

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Song: Forever by Kamelot
Screenshots: Final Fantasy XII, IX, Dirge of Ceberus, Crisis Core, Advent Children

Dedicated to 28th Mar 2008

one of the best of my amv's also (top 4) this is even the most unique one. i made it with my tears and i guess thats why its unable to make another one that can bring such feelings again.

Kamelot - Forever lyric

there's a pain within
that I can't define
there's an empty space
where your love used to shine
from the night we met
till the day you died
do you think I wished
do you still believe I tried
all too soon we were divided
and life had just begun

will you revive
from the chaos in my mind
where we still are bound together
will you be there
waiting by the gates of dawn
when I close my eyes forever

I belong to you
you belong to me
it's the way things are
always meant to be

like the morning star
and the rising sun

you convey my life
and forgive me what I've done

all too soon we were divided
into darkness and light

will you revive
from the chaos in my mind
where we still are bound together
will you be there
waiting by the gates of dawn
when I close my eyes forever

save me
reverse how I'm thinking of you
every breath I take
brings me closer
closer to forever, to you
I'm waiting for the day that I'm gone

Out of Control

2009-03-30T01:14:00.000-07:00

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song: Out Of Control -- Hoobastank
Album: The Reason
Scenes: Advent Children, Dirge of Ceberus

one of my best amv's

this is the shortest vid ive ever made but it still took me such a long time x_x... the problem was i wanted to make scenes for each "go" and "do" of the song , so i finished this vid later than I expected. hope you like those "go"s and "do"s

I also put an "invisible" scene there. that is a pic of Lucrecia. Not that I wanted to make things hard, just I felt like an image of Lucrecia should be there... if you find it then hope you feel so.

I always paired Cloud and Aeris but im not Tifa's anti-fan indeed x.x so this vid I put awesome scenes of her there.

"Out Of Control" - HOOBASTANK

I've done everything as you say
I've followed your rules without question
I thought it would help me see things clearly
But instead of helping me to see
I look around and it's like I'm blinded

I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control

Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
Cause I don't know
If I can trust you
I don't understand what you want from me

I feel like I'm spinning out of control
Try to focus but everything's twisted
And all along I thought you would be there
(Thought you would be there)
To let me know I'm not alone
But in fact that's exactly what I was

I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control

Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
Cause I don't know
If I can trust you
All of the things you've said to me

I may never know the answer
To this endless mystery

Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me

Is it a mystery?
Is it a mystery?

I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control...

Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
Cause I don't know
If I can trust you
All the things you've said to me

And I may never know the answer
To this endless mystery

Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me

I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control

Love Will Find A Way

2009-03-30T01:08:00.000-07:00

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Artist: Shakra
Song: Love Will Find A Way
Album: Infected
Scenes: Final Fantasy X, X-2, Dirge of Ceberus, Valkyrie Profile 2

I made some parts in this vid with WMM and some parts with Ulead and then put them together so the time in the amv would not really great, sorry for that

lots of ppl confuse this song with the song "Love will find a way" in Lion King 2 and what a pity ppl don't know about Shakra much although I think that's a good band. I have their album and I think its worth listening to

SHAKRA - LOVE WILL FIND A WAY LYRICS

Walking down this road I´ve never been before
It´s so hard to realize the painful truth
And everything around us looks unreal to me
But now my time has come, please tell me that i´m wrong.
My love will give you comfort, make you strong

CHORUS:
I don´t wanna live forever
I just wanna stay another day
And lay here near beside you
´Cause you and me belong together
Love is gonna find another way
I´ll never be without you
Be without you

All those hopes and plans that grew along our way
Will always be a never-ending dream
And I wish I´d had the time to tell you how i feel
But when the lights go out, your faith is all i have
Forever to your heart i will belong

CHORUS:
I don´t wanna live forever
I just wanna stay another day
And lay here near beside you
´Cause you and me belong together
Love is gonna find another way
I´ll never be without you
Be without you

Remember how it used to be when we had just sunny weather
Every little thing seemed possible
But even in the darkest times our hearts will stay together
´Cause love will find a way, yes love will find a way

CHORUS:
I don´t wanna live forever
I just wanna stay another day
And lay here near beside you, yeah heah baby!!!
´Cause you and me belong together
Love is gonna find another way
I´ll never be without you
Be without you

I don´t wanna live forever
I just wanna stay another day
And lay here near beside you
Lay here near beside you, yeah yeah!!!
´Cause you and me belong together
Love is gonna find another way
I´ll never be without you
Be without you
'Cause love will find a way.

Stay With You

2009-03-30T01:01:00.000-07:00

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Song: Stay With You
Artist: Goo Goo Dolls
Album: Let love In
Scenes: Final Fantasy VIII, X, Dirge of Ceberus

Dedicated to Anthony

Some people asked me if I would pair unsual couples such as Tifa and Squall, Aerith and Vincent, etc. and my answer is no. I played the game and I myself respect the whole story as well as I respect the musicians, so no unusual pairings, no special effects for the tracks, etc. its just like that.

Goo Goo Dolls Stay With You Lyrics
Songwriters: Rzeznik, John; Ballard, Glen;

These streets
Turn me inside out
Everything shines
But leaves me empty still
And I'll, burn this lonely house down
If you run with me
If you run with me

I'll stay with you
The walls will fall before we do
Take my hand now
We'll run forever
I can feel the storm inside you
I'll stay with you

Fooled by my own desires
I twist my fate
Just to feel you
But you, turn me toward the light
And you're one with me
Will you run with me?

I'll stay with you
The walls will fall before we do
Take my hand now
We'll run forever
I can feel the storm inside you
I'll stay with you

Now come in from this storm
and I taste you sweet and warm
Take what you need
Take what you need
From me

Wake up this world
Wake up tonight
And run to me
Run to me now

I'll stay with you
The walls will fall before we do
Take my hand now
We'll run forever
I can feel the storm inside you
I'll stay with you

I Will Live Again

2009-03-30T00:52:00.000-07:00

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song: I will Live Again
artist: Arch Enemy
album: Rise of The Tyrant
scenes: Starcraft, Starcraft: Broodwar, Starcraft 2 trailer, Starcraft: Ghost trailer, Starcraft 2 demo trailer

yes i like Starcraft i love Starcraft and nothing can change it
im also curious about SC Ghost , i hope they will continue the project. although i dont really like Nova, from the idea that she's a Ghost also, i feel like she's just a copycat of Lieutenant Kerrigan, my favourite character

i like Angela, i like her voice!!! thats it!

my first death metal amv ^^

PS: GIRLS CAN PLAY STARCRAFT!!!

I Will Live Again Lyrics
Artist(Band):Arch Enemy

I don't know
I cannot see
Who we are now
How we used to be

Is it you?
Or is it me?
Look in the mirror
We are a fading memory

Where are we?
We got lost
In the cold

I will live again you'll see - Tomorrow's not scaring me
Far away from yesterday - Just take this pain away

Fatal chaos
Hurtful lies
A broken dream
Is all we left behind

Is it you?
Or is it me?
Look in the mirror
Just a fading memory

Lead - Christopher
Harmony & lead - Michael & Christopher
Outro lead - Michael Amott

Where are we?
We got lost
In the cold

I will live again you'll see - Tomorrow's not scaring me
Far away from yesterday - Just take this pain away

Holding On

2009-03-30T00:47:00.000-07:00

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song: Holding on
album: All For You
artist: Annihilator
scenes: Final Fantasy VIII, IX, X-2

whatever people may say and compare, to me the ending moment when Squall smiled for the first time of his life and then he hugged his beloved Rinoa, it was really worth to spend time with FF8 .

and the song is just so tender, between the whole heavy album by Annihilator, it brought a very gentle and soft feeling

Holding On Lyrics
Artist(Band):Annihilator

It's getting harder to make it on my own
This empty felling, I feel so all alone
But from the darkness, the reason I am here
You try to help me wipe away a tear
And you ask me why I'm crying, you ask me why I'm sad
So I tell you that there's nothing wrong, don't need to understand
I'm holding on for you

I'm really sorry for what you've been put through
I try the best I can, it's all that I can do
But I know you must be frightened, I know you must be scared
But I promise to protect you, I promise to be there

It's getting harder to make it on my own
This empty feeling can feel so all alone
But I know things will get better and I know they'll be alright
And as long as we're together, I know we'll be alright

Endless Love (w. lyric)

2009-03-30T00:42:00.000-07:00

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song: Endless Love
movie: The Myth
artist: Jackie Chan, Kim Hee Sun( or Kim Hee Soon, Kim Hee Seon)
scenes: Final Fantasy 7: Dirge of Ceberus, Advent Children, Final Fantasy 10, VIII

This is the (late) gift from me to GGCVN

Personally I think its a good song and I like it. Translation was done by Google.

The Myth Endless Love lyric translation

Release me from this mysterious waiting
The stars are falling, the wind is blowing
Finally I can hold you in my arms
Two hearts now are beating together

Believe me, my heart will never change
Even thousand years, my promise is still there
No matter how many cold winters have passed
Still I will not let you go

Please hold my hands now, close your eyes
And think about the days we were happy together
We love each other so much, and thats why its so painful
We even cannot say I love you

My heart keeps aching days and nights
I just cannot stop thinking about you
Though I used to be alone
And I used to accept it easily

Believe me, I can wait
No matter how painful it is, I will not leave
Only your gentleness can save me
From this cold and endless time

Please hold my hands now, close your eyes
And think about the days we were happy together
We love each other so much, and thats why its so painful
We even cannot say I love you

Let our love become a blossoming flower
It can last through time, we never give up, never give up our dream
We love each other so much, and thats why its so painful
We even cannot say I love you

Let our love become a blossoming flower
Our promises are forever
With true love, we can travel together
Through endless time and places

We even cannot say I love you

Our love is truly a myth and it will never change

So Far Away

2009-03-30T00:36:00.000-07:00

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Song: So Far Away - Staind
Album: 14 Shades of Grey
Scenes: Final Fantasy VIII, IX, X

this is the first time ive tried to 'direct' some scenes of FF instead of just cutting and putting them in the clip. so... yea... i tried to make the story of FF VIII like Squall did not know Rinoa loved him. and when it was too late, Rinoa regretted not telling Squall about her true feelings.. dont know if you can see that ...

So Far Away by Staind lyric

This is my life
Its not what it was before
All these feelings Ive shared
And these are my dreams
That Id never lived before
Somebody shake me
Cause I, I must be sleeping

(chorus)
Now that we're here,
It's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes,
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here its so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive and Im not ashamed to be the person that I am today

These are my words
That Ive never said before
I think Im doing ok
And this is the smile
That Ive never shown before

Somebody shake me
Cause I, I must be sleeping

(chorus)

I'm so afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
Afraid of waking
Please don't shake me

(chorus)

Hate To Be You

2009-03-30T00:28:00.000-07:00

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Song: I'd Hate To Be You When People Find Out What This Song Is About
Artist: Mayday Parade
Scenes: Kingdom Heart 1, 2, Final Fantasy VIII, IX, X, X-2, XII

I want to dedicate this vid to my classmate Aishah, the one who was sitting next to me for 6 months in the Diploma course

Sorry the band's name Mayday Parade was cut a bit on the credit, I don't understand why though

I think the song would be perfect for Rasler since he "gave up" this life and left his beloved Ashe alone . To me, it's still a moving part even that just happened in the opening of FFXII. and i put many effort on this vid, so personally i have no complain about it

MAYDAY PARADE - I'd Hate To Be You When People Find Out What This Song Is About lyrics
And we both go down together
We'd stay there forever
Just try to get up
And i'm sorry
This wasn't easy
When i asked you, believe me
And never let go

Well i'm thinking of the worst things
That i could say to you
But a promise doesn't mean a thing anymore
And this never will be right with me
And now you're trying to desperately
But i'm tongue tied and terrified of what i'll say

And then we both go down together
We may stay there forever
I'll just try to get up
And i'm sorry
This wasn't easy
When i asked you, believe me
You never let go
But i let go

I could only sing you sad songs
And you could sing along
And you could see the melody
That's been calling out your wrongs
And this never will be right with me
And now you're trying to desperately
But i'm tongue tied and terrified of what i'll say
But i never told you everything
I'm losing hope and fading dreams
And every single memory along the way

And then we both go down together
We may stay there forever
I'll just try to get up
And i'm sorry
This wasn't easy
When i asked you, believe me
You never let go
But i let go

And we both go down together
And stay there forever
Just try to get up

And then we both go down together
We may stay there forever
I'll just try to get up
And i'm sorry
This wasn't easy
When i asked you, believe me
You never let go
But i let go

Sky is Over

2009-03-30T00:23:00.000-07:00

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Song: Sky Is Over
Artist: Serj Tankian (the vocal of System of A Down)
Album: Elect the dead
Scenes: Warcraft III : Reign of Chaos & Frozen Throne, World of Warcraft introduction

This is a birthday present for one of my closest friends, Darknova (yea lol same nick as mine )

hidden scene: there is only scene that I took from the ending of Frozen Throne

And yep, as for the amv, I like Serj Tankian and his songs, they always keep very thoughtful meanings within each word . I hope SOAD will get back though, to be honest, but it doesnt mean I dont enjoy Serjs album, its great.

My first Warcraft amv, and actually i havent finished Warcraft lol.. still learn to play it though, sadly i dont have much time..

SERJ TANKIAN LYRICS
"Sky Is Over"

Everybody knows,
Everybody knows,
That you cradle the sun, sun
Living in remorse,
Sky is over,

Dont you want to hold me baby,
Disappointed, going crazy,

Even though we cant afford
The sky is over,
Even though we cant afford
The sky is over,
I dont want to see you go,
The sky is over
Even though we cant afford
The sky is over,

Behind closes eyes lie
The minds ready to awaken you,
Are you at war with land
And all of its creatures,
Your not-so-gentle persuasion
Has been known to wreck economies
Of countries, of empires, the sky is over,

Dont you want to hold me baby,
Disappointed, going crazy,

Not even from the sun,
Not even from the sun
Not even from the sun,
Dont you want me to run,

Even though you cant afford
The sky is over,
Even though we cant afford
The sky is over,
I dont want to see you go,
The sky is over
Even though we cant afford
The sky is over,
I dont want to see you go,
The sky is over
Even though we cant afford
The sky is over,
I dont want to see you go,
The sky is over
Even though we cant afford
The sky is over,
The sky is over us.

The Diary Of Jane

2009-03-29T22:53:00.000-07:00

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song: The Diary Of Jane - Breaking Benjamin
scenes: FF7 (Dirge of Ceberus, Advent Children ), FF9, FFX,FFX-2, FFXII, Kingdom Hearts 2

this is one of my best amv's . until now i still havent been able to make another amv that scenes can "slide" that well with music, though this amv i made 1 year ago.

I like putting "tiny" parts in my vid so if you can see them, you will find it quite interesting sometimes (in this vid can you find Kairi and Riku's scenes? and also the kissing part of Tidus and Yuna?)

Breaking Benjamin The Diary Of Jane Lyrics
Songwriters: Fincke, Aaron; Szeliga, Chad; James, Mark; Burnley, Ben;

If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?

And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

NO!!

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be

Try to find out what makes you tick
As I lie down
Sore and sick
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

There's a fine line between love and hate
And I don't mind
Just let me say that I like that
I like that

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be

Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love
Die for anyone
What have I become

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place
In the diary of Jane

The Day I Met You

2009-03-29T22:46:00.000-07:00

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Song: The Day (That) I Met You
Artist: Lillian Axe
Scenes: Final Fantasy 8, IX, Valkyrie Profile 2: Silmeria

Alicia and Rufus in Valkyrie Profile, they are not like Lenneth' story. Alicia's position was like Tidus' in FFX , so hopefully there will be Rufus in Valkyrie Profile 3 to rescue his beloved Alicia (until now, when VP 3 nearly comes out, sadly i still havent seen Rufus or Alicia in the main characters list )...

You can watch in high quality if you want the best graphics

The Day I Met You Lyrics by Lillian Axe
Do you remember when our lives were so complete ?
Long cold Decembers, so bitter sweet,

[Chorus:]
But if you could set aside one day,
That I could hold forever
I would save the day that I met you.

Is it still magic although we've grown worlds apart
It seem so tragic, so frail the heart.

[Chorus:]
But if I was blessed with just one wish
To take me through my lonely life
I'd wish to go back to the day that I met you

And when you fell you're on your own
Well just believe you're not alone
And you fell the warmth
That we shared years ago
Don't be blue

One painful morning, I stared straight into the sun,
It overwhelmed me, I came undone

[Chorus:]
So, if you can find it in your heart
To be forgiving to a broken man,
We'll go back to the day that I met you.

Elect The Dead

2009-03-29T22:32:00.000-07:00

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song: Elect The Dead
artist: Serj Tankian
album: Elect The Dead
scenes: Advent Children, Final Fantasy 8, Dirge of Ceberus, 1 scene from Crisis Core

after all i found Elect the Dead is the most catching track in Serj's album. the first time i heard it, i just wondered why Serj put such a boring and nonsense song in his album. but after the second time listening to it, i found it the most beautiful anf thoughtful song. each person will have different thinking after listening to it. it could be "love", it could be "friendship", could be "life", could be anything about a human's living. well after, i have to say that i enjoyed it a lot =)

Serj Tankian
Elect The Dead lyrics

Arms are raised above the sky,
But all I want is me

You are there beside the night
But all I want is me
All I want is me.

Love we know
Comes from inside,
But all I want is me,
All I want is me.

Death we know
Comes to us alive
But all I want is you,

Death we know
Comes to all of us alive
But all I want is you,
All I need is you,
All I want.

Here Without You

2009-03-29T12:07:00.000-07:00

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Song: Here Without you (get from my friend tsukyinugami)
Artist: 3 Doors down
scenes: Dirge of Cerberus, Advent Children, Final Fantasy X

i know this amv is just normal compared to my other amv's but it really took me a long time to do, due to some certain reasons. but at least the song is thoughtful and i hope you can excuse me.

Here Without You lyric - 3 Doors Down

A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I've saw your pretty face

A thousand lights had made me colder and I dont think I can look at this the same

But all the miles had separate
They disappear now when Im dreaming of your face

Im here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight its only you and me

The miles just keep rollin
as the people either way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go

Im here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

Everything I know,
and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when its all said and done
it get hard but it wont take away my love

Im here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
Im here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

The Only

2009-03-29T11:58:00.000-07:00

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song: The Only
artist: Static-X
scenes: Starcraft: Original, Starcraft: Broodwar

1. i love Starcraft! i worship Starcraft !! thats all
2. girls can play Starcraft, dont give me a damn stupid comment about girls cannot play Starcraft, thank you

i wanted to make it as Zerg's revenge against Terran under Kerrigan's command (i luv luv luv Kerrigan )

STATIC-X LYRICS

The Only

I'm winning, You're losing.
I'm falling.
Your agony,
lower, than lower.
Before, your forgotten memory.
Heaven, Your Hell.
I'm killing your fantasy.
More, and more.
You follow, your deepest reality.

You're trying to take me, They're trying to make me.
This is the only, Give me the only thing.
Tired of trying, I'm tired of lying.
The only thing I understand is what I feel.

Identity, Fantasy, Heresy, Killing me.
Lower, than lower.
Before, this faintathy.
Hypocrite, Lunatic, Fanatic, Heretic.
More, and more.
You follow, your deepest reality.

You're trying to take me, They're trying to make me.
This is the only, Give me the only thing.
Tired of trying, I'm tired of lying.
The only thing I understand is what I feel.

Hypocrite, Lunatic, Fanatic, Heretic.
Hypocrite, Lunatic, Fanatic, Heretic.
Hypocrite, Lunatic, Fanatic, Heretic.
Hypocrite, Lunatic, Fanatic, Heretic.

You're trying to take me, They're trying to make me.
This is the only, Give me the only thing.
Tired of trying, I'm tired of lying.
The only thing I understand is what I feel.

You're trying to take me, They're trying to make me.
This is the only, Give me the only thing.
Tired of trying, I'm tired of lying.
The only thing I understand is what I feel.

Seize The Day

2009-03-29T11:38:00.000-07:00

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song: Seize The day
artist: Avenged Sevenfold
scenes: Final Fantasy XI, Final Fantasy 7: Dirge of Ceberus, Advent Children, Crisis Core

it took me a very long time to use window movie maker to make it =) back then my wmm was really messed up and i had to try a lot to finish 1 vid . but i liked it and put many efforts in it

i also like the song a lot. though im not adored A7X's lyric much, i have to say this song is pretty nice!!

AVENGED SEVENFOLD LYRICS
"Seize The Day"

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day [x2 then continues in the background]
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

Funeral of Hearts

2009-03-29T11:31:00.000-07:00

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song: the Funeral of hearts
artist: H.I.M (His Infernal Majesty)
album: The Greatest Hits (at least thats the album i took the song)
scenes: Final Fantasy 8, Final Fantasy X, X-2, Final Fantasy 7: Crisis Core, Advent Children

again, another time i paired Aeris (Aerith) and Zack. Squall and Rinoa as usual... and of course Yuna and Tidus (suddenly i started to like them, i dont understand why )

ive liked HIM and have to say i especially enjoy the lyric of this song ^^ all comparisons and words are full of beauty , at least in my own opinion

HIM LYRICS
"The Funeral Of Hearts"

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you

She was the sun
Shining upon
The tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail
He was the moon
Painting you
With it's glow so vulnerable and pale

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you

She was the wind, carrying in
All the troubles and fears you've for years tried to forget
He was the fire, restless and wild
And you were like a moth to that flame

The heretic seal beyond divine
A prayer to a god who's deaf and blind
The last rites for souls on fire
Three little words and a question why

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you

The Divided Heart

2009-03-28T10:38:00.000-07:00

Artist: Elvenking
Song: The Divided Heart
Album: The Scythe
Scenes: Final Fantasy VIII, Advent Children, Crisis Core, Dirge of Cerberus, Lineage II

The Divided Heart is called "gay" and "emo" and tons of more things, especially with the official video clip. Well I still think it's a good song ( the first time that I heard Elvenking also =P ) and it also reminds me about lots of things happened. I don't think this song is gay or emo and although its not folk, I still like it and that's all.

The "divided hearts" is exactly right for Zack/Cloud , Cloud/Aerith, Vincent/Lucrecia and I put Rinoa/Squall there just because I was impressed by the part when Squall remembered about his memories with Rinoa and the first time ever, he cried . Lineage has the same moving scenes, so I also put it there. anyway this is Elvenking so I wanted to put at least an elf here too and there we have a beautiful elf

The Divided Heart lyric - Elvenking

(Half my heart a gift of purity
Half my heart a deadly curse
Half will live in sweet obscurity
Half will take me to my hearse)

Two sided heart pushing to face another walk from the start
Shifting my soul to what was heaven before and now's just a stain, a novelty no more

Passion and soul together deceiving my brain and I fall
But soon they will fade delighted by something else and now I rewind, one more time

Waiting for...
all my feelings now in vain
The Divided Heart!

Tearing me apart
The divided heart
Playing it's game for all these wasted years
I have been walking alone
All these years I have been carried away - carried away

Your blood is mine, the shivers it's sending me just right through my spine
Are gonna crawl, splitting my heart in two and haunting my soul - illusionned no more

Passion and soul together deceiving my brain and I fall
But soon they will fade delighted by something else and now I rewind, one more time

Waiting for all lights to fade away,
all my feelings now in vain
The Divided Heart!

Tearing me apart
The divided heart
Playing it's game for all these wasted years
I have been walking alone
All these years I have been carried away - carried away

The tears that I don't cry won't fill my eyes but pain inside I feel is real
Pain is real until the day I'll die

The divided heart

Tearing me apart
The divided heart
Playing it's game for all these wasted years
I have been walking alone
All these years I have been carried away - carried away

Vermillion pt.2

2009-03-24T23:35:00.000-07:00

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song: Vermillion part 2
artist: Slipknot
scenes: Final Fantasy VIII, X, Final Fantasy 7: Dirge of Ceberus

actually the vid has many views is just because almost all of vids with this song were muted by youtube due to the copỷight claim (and i think this vid will end up the same soon ). personally i justify this amv under average, compared to my other amv's. this time i dont know whats the problem with it, whether i was so sleepy or insane or something or the music itself is hard to make an amv with, i just know the amv ended up like that and i couldn't do anything better .

as for the song, i actually prefer Vermilion. the chorus "she isnt real, i cant make her real" brings me many feelings indeed.

Title: Slipknot - Vermilion Part 2 lyrics
Artist: Slipknot Lyric

She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame,
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me.

I'd do anything to have her to myself,
Just to have her for myself.

Now I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad.

She is everything to me,
The unrequited dream,
The song that no one sings,
The unattainable.
She's a myth that I have to believe in,
All I need to make it real is one more reason.

I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.

A catch in my throat, choke,
Torn into pieces, I won't. No.

I don't want to be this but
I won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me) x4

She isn't real.
I can't make her real.
She isn't real.
I can't make her real.

All I Need

2009-03-23T22:35:00.000-07:00

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song: All I Need
artist: Within Temptation
album: The Heart of Everything
scenes: Kingdom Heart 1, 2, Final Fantasy 7: Crisis Core, Final Fantasy XII, Final Fantasy 8

Sharon in Within Temptation is also one of my favourite vocals, not to mention that she is very beautiful too . i personally dont enjoy operatic voice like Tarja.

as for the vid, that was the first time i paired Zack and Aeris. though i don't think Aerith loves Zack. i believe in her feeling towards Cloud. technically the amv was made quite ok until the nearly end... i also don't know why at that time i made it like that... i was just strongly impressed by the scene Kairi standing under the sunset and her smile kept shining , and in 1 moment i really forgot the music and just concentrated on her smile

All I Need Lyrics
Artist(Band):Within Temptation

I'm dying to catch my breath
Oh why don't i ever learn
I've lost all my trust though i've surely tried to
Turn it around

Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
When you hold me in your embrace

Don't tear me down
For all i need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don't tear me down
You've opened the door now
Don't let it close

I'm here on the edge again
I wish I could let it go
I know that I'm only one step away
From turning around

Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
When you hold me in your embrace

Don't tear me down
For all i need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don't tear it down
What's left of me
Make my heart a better place

I've tried many times but nothing was real
Make it fade away
Don't break me down
I want to believe that this is for real
Save me from my fear
Don't tear me down

Don't tear me down
For all i need
Make my heart a better place

Don't tear me down
For all i need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something i can believe
Don't tear it down
What's left of me
Make my heart a better place

Nocturne

2009-03-23T12:45:00.000-07:00

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song: Nocturne
album: Inside Im Singing
artist: Secret Garden
scenes: Final Fantasy X-2, Final Fantasy 13 Versus, Lineage 2

personally i think Norwegian version of Nocturne is much better than English version. but i can't enjoy much music if i dont really understand it , thats why finally i switched to English version, as for the lyric is quite smooth and gentle which brings lots of beauty, in my opinion.

i dont really like this amv, as i justify it as a failure of mine, but after still i tried my best... so... yea...

Nocturne (English version) lyric

Music: Rolf Lovland
Lyrics: Petter Skavlan
Voice: Anne Takle

Lyrics:
Now, let the day
Just slip away
So the dark night may watch over you
Velvet, blue
Silent, true
It embraces your heart and your soul
Nocturne

Never cry - never sigh
You don't have to wonder why
Always be - always see
Come and dream the night with me
Nocturne

Have no fear
When the night draws near
And fills you with dreams and desire
Like a child asleep
So warm, so deep
You will find me there waiting for you
Nocturne

We will fly - claim the sky
We don't have to wonder why
Always be - always see
Come and dream the night with me
Nocturne

Though darkness lay
It will give way
When the dark night delivers the day
Nocturne

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Ravenheart

2009-03-23T11:40:00.000-07:00

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song: Ravenheart
artist: Xandria
scenes: Lineage2, Crisis Core, 3 scenes from warcraft III: Reign of Chaos

I love Xandria and i love Lisa... her voice is just so beautiful... elegant, gentle but yet still so strong. she is one of my favourite sopranos. just like i have loved this song for a long time, but i never thought (or dared) to make an amv with it. i dont know what happened to me, but still an amv with the song was done i dont play Lineage2 since im not into online games but yea i cannot deny that LineAge2' graphic is really awesome! XD all the elves make me just want to leave the reality of human

Warcraft III is here also, but only for the background =P. as for Crisis Core, i was just impressed by Genesis' black wings, i think it is a nice way to connect that character to FF7 and Sephiroth

Xandria - Ravenheart lyric

Come to me, Ravenheart
Messenger of evil

You shadow of forgotten dreams
You come to take away
My hope on your black wings

Come and come to me, Ravenheart
Messenger of evil
Come to me. What's the news?
Here I'm still left lonely

Of love & hate the singers tell
But I feel more, more of both,
More than heaven & hell
I take a bow to destiny
Now I have really learnt my part
Once loving him, now hating love
I've made mistakes, my Ravenheart

So come and come to me, Ravenheart
Messenger of evil
Come to me. What's the news?
Here I'm still left lonely

Will I get back who I adore?
Thus spoke the raven: nevermore

So come and come to me, Ravenheart
Messenger of evil
Come to me. What's the news?
Here I'm still left lonely

Come to me [come to me], Ravenheart [Ravenheart]
Messenger of evil [Messenger of evil]
Come to me [come to me]. What's the news? [What's the news?]
Here I'm still left lonely

Shy

2009-03-23T11:19:00.000-07:00

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Artist: Sonata Arctica
Song: Shy (thanks my friend Brandon for the file)
Album: Successor
Scenes: Final Fantasy VIII, Advent Children, Dirge of Ceberus, Valkyrie Profile 2

The first time ever, I made a Tifa/Cloud amv @__@

As for Valkyrie Profile, of course Alicia and Rufus are always the best couple, but I somewhat still like Lezard Valeth, he's a bad character but he also has an insane love for valkyrie ..... so yea... Lezard x Valkyrie

i don't think this song is emo or gay like many people say it is, to me it's a nice song, somewhat sad and brings many feelings . what can be more beautiful than love?! and what can be more painful and empty when you cannot express your love?! so yea... this song is beautiful to me

Sonata Arctica - Shy Lyrics

I can see how you are beautiful, can you feel my eyes on you,
I'm shy and turn my head away
Working late in diner Citylight, I see that you get home alright
Make sure that you can't see me, hoping you will see me

Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana (can you)
I see you in Citylight diner serving all those meals and then
I see reflections of me in your eyes, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see

Obsessed by you, your looks, well, anyway ,I would any day die for you,
I write on paper erased away
Still I sit in diner Citylight, drinking coffee or reading lies
Turn my head and I can see you, could that really be you

Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana?
I see your beautiful smile and I would like to run away from
Reflections of me in your eyes, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see

I see, can't have you, can't leave you there 'cos I must sometimes see you
And I don't understand how you can keep me in chains
And every waking hour, I feel you taking power From me and I can't leave
Repeating the scenery over again

Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana?
I see your beautiful smile and I would like to run away from
Reflections of me in your eyes, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see,

Oh baby, Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you, I'm shy can't you, I'm shy can't you see

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Amaranth

2009-03-23T10:44:00.000-07:00

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Song: Amaranth
Artist: Nightwish
Album: dark passion play
Scenes: Advent Children, Dirge of Ceberus and 1 scene from Final Fantasy X

this one is the bday present for 3 of my friends Brandon, Riku and Rag. though not many people like this amv, I am personally proud of it. i put much effort on it and I'm happy it was dont nicely

People seem don't like Annette -- the new girl of Nightwish but to be honest I prefer her than Tarja. Its not Annette is better than Tarja, of course she's not, just I prefer Annete's voice and personality her voice brought me more feelings than Tarja's. just MY OWN feeling, so please don't mind it.

Nightwish Amaranth Lyrics
Songwriters: Holopainen, Tuomas Lauri;

Baptized with a perfect name
The doubting one by heart
Alone without himself

War between him and the day
Need someone to blame
In the end, little he can do alone

You believe but what you see
You receive but what you give

Caress the one, the Never-Fading
Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Apart from the wandering pack
In this brief flight of time we reach
For the ones, whoever dare

You believe but what you see
You receive but what you give

Caress the one, the Never-Fading
Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Caress the one, the Never-Fading
Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Reaching, searching for something untouched
Hearing voices of the Never-Fading calling

Caress the one, the Never-Fading
Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Caress the one, the Never-Fading
Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Here For You

2009-03-23T10:24:00.000-07:00

Song: Here For You
Artist: Firehouse
Scenes: Advent Children, FF9, FFX, Crisis Core and 1 scene from FF X-2

the vid was made dedicated to tansen2, he recommended me to use FF9 and Beatrix-Steiner.
the quality of Advent Children clips in my vids are specially bad since i had to download AC from youtube, then render it again to use in programme, and after using in the vid i render it 2 more times, so the quality just gets worse and worse and i cannot help.

in this vid the programme was stuck a bit, so the audio file also has a problem

Firehouse - Here For You Lyrics

So you think you've got it all figured out
Well you know you can't make it alone
Everybody needs somebody to help them out
And you know I could be that someone

And if you ever get lost on life's highway
Don't know where to go
There's just one thing that I want you to know

Chorus:
I am here for you, always here for you
When you need a shoulder to cry on
Someone to rely on, I am here for you

So you think that love is long overdue
Tired of looking for someone to care
Let me tell you now the choice is up to you
But you know I will always be there

I am here for you, always here for you
When you're needin' someone to hold you
Remember I told you
I am here for you, I am here for you

So now you've got it all figured out
And you know you've found someone that cares
And if you ever need somebody to help you out
Well you know I will always be there

And if you ever get lost on life's highway
Don't know where to go
There's just one thing that I want you to know

I am here for you, always here for you
When you need a shoulder to cry on
Someone to rely on, I am here for you

I am here for you, always here for you
When you're needin' someone to hold you
Remember I told you
I am here for you, I am here for you

To The End

2009-03-22T20:26:00.000-07:00

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song: To The End
artist: LoveHateHero
scenes: Final Fantasy VIII, IX, X, XII, Dirge of Ceberus, Crisis Core

this is... one of the most disappointing amv's of mine, at least i think so myself. one of the reasons was because when i made this, my Windows Movie Maker started to work strangely, it didn't run if i cut so many scenes. so more and more i had to reduce the cutting which sure would lead to a bad amv

as for the song, the lyric is somewhat sweet i must admit (though now i dont really find the lyric nice anymore.... my taste has changed after 1 year), but the music and the vocal are what i really dislike.... anyway the amv was made in a trying to unbreak something that couldn't be held. so whatever how much sweet it is, after all it's still words

To The End - Love Hate Hero lyric

The city lights are in my eyes
All I need is for this moment to separate the truth from lies
I'm tired of all this fighting
Let me promise you this hour
I'll try to see it from your side
I don't believe i have the answers
But I'll do my best this time

Honestly I will stand by your side till the end
till the end
Honestly I will stand by your side till the end
till the end
I offer you my loving hand till the end

Let me make this clear
Oh i love you darling
I am so afraid of losing you
I hold your hand forever
Everything sooner or later
With so much left I'm sad

Honestly I will stand by your side till the end
till the end
Honestly I will stand by your side till the end
till the end
I offer you my loving hand till the end

I offer you my loving hand till the end
I offer you my loving hand till the end
I offer you my loving hand till the end
I offer you my loving hand till the end

Honestly I will stand by your side till the end
till the end
Honestly I will stand by your side till the end
till the end
I offer you my loving hand till the end

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Running Away

2009-03-22T20:16:00.000-07:00

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Song: Running Away by Hoobastank
Album: Hoobastank
Scenes: Valkyrie Profile 2: Silmeria, Dirge of Ceberus

it may looks very simple, but actually this amv took me a quite long time, more than 3 days long to finish. I enjoy mixing games in my amv a lot, but in order to time the scene and the lyric together, everything will take longer time to make. i had to check again and again, even scenes that were less than 1 second. i cannot imagine how much effort i put in this vid last time, especially when that time i only had Windows Movie Maker.

personally i think Hoobastank has good lyrics, and that's why i like to listen to their music, though other than lyrics, i dont really appreciate their music much.

Hoobastank - Running Away lyric

I don't want you, to give it all up
And leave your own life, collecting dust
And I don't want you, to feel sorry for me
You never gave us, a chance to be

And I don't need you, to be by my side
To tell me, that everything's alright
I just wanted you, to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you

[Chorus]
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?

Cause I did enough, to show you that I
Was willing to give, and sacrifice
And I was the one, who was lifting you up
When you thought your life had had enough

And when I get close, you turn away
There's nothing that I can do or say
So now I need you, to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you

[Chorus]
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?

Is it me, is it you? (is it me, is it you)
Nothing that, I can do (nothing that, I can do)
To make you, change your mind (to make you)

Is it me, is it you? (so why do - you run - away)
Nothing that, I can do (won't you tell me)
Is it a, waste of time? (why do - you run - away)

Is it me, is it you?
Nothing that, I can do
To make you, change your mind - no

[Chorus]
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away? (what is it, I have to say)

[Chorus]
So why are you running away? (to make you admit, you're afraid)
Why are you running away?

Forever Walking Alone

2009-03-22T11:02:00.000-07:00

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song: Forever Walking Alone
artist: Dragonland
album: Holy War
scenes: Final Fantasy X, Final Fantasy VII: Dirge of Ceberus, Advent Children, CrisisCore, Valkyrie Profile 2: Silmeria

i like to put "tiny" scenes in my vids. if you can find them you will find it interesting sometimes
the part Sephiroth stroke his Masamune into Cloud, all subtitles were left there intentionally.

i have loved this song for a VERY long time but didnt dare to make an amv with... but everything has the first time... and here it is... an amv with the touching song by Dragonland...

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Forever Walking Alone lyrics
Dragonland

Music: Magnusson, Holmild Lyrics: Magnusson, Heidgert

Alone I travel though the wasteland in my heart
As the grievance tears me apart
Thinking of you and the things you meant to me
My heart is bleeding, I can't go on

If I could unwid the wheel of time I would have been by your side

If I could turn back time My precious love would be alive

The empty void inside my heart grows day by day I have nowhere to turn to ease the pain
Remembering the smile you used to give me
And your laughter that could light my way home

If I could unwid the wheel of time I would have been by your side

If I could turn back time I never had a chance to say goodbye

I have cried and mourned my loss My heart keeps beating only for you
Am I strong enough to fight on? Without your love I stand, I stand empty and alone

[Acoustic solo: O.M]
[Solo: N.M]

So my love watch over me now My rage catches fire, I will strike them down
I will avenge you, oh, vengeance so sweet That's my last gift for you
I'm forever walking alone

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if any God above the sky gave me a kind of power, i would just wish to be able to turn back time

turn back...

to apologise for all mistakes i had done/ to not repeat any of them /to not step on the way i already did /to not turn my back at you when you needed

and... to not leave you behind alone

how many times still i have to suffer from all of these haunting? how long must I go to find a way to turn things back? do i really have to continue?

my body is now empty, as the soul already died with you. blood now is not for living but existing only.
heart now is not for life but for keeping this stink body stand straight.

can i feel? can i touch? can i speak? can i see you once again?

if really blood can brings life back
i would like to murder the whole work for a moment reviving of you...

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He is...

2009-03-22T10:13:00.000-07:00

He is The Wind, I don't catch him
He is the Owner of my heart, I don't have any thinking about asking to take my heart back
He is the Breath-thief, I don't feel anything but happiness each moment he steals my breath away

He is Him... I don't want to stop feeling what i feel toward him now

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working life

2009-03-22T09:26:00.000-07:00

im working.... im not working...(?)

well actually it's a part time of a part time job. technically i am NOT employed by the company, but i work for it for a period of time and get paid.

my work is giving flies and sometimes helping a bit when the shop is so much crowded. i can say I'm happy that many employees there are friendly and nice to me. the payment is very good (that's why that kind of job can only exist for a very short time )

i can say the money you gain is worth your effort, of course if you don't cheat on it. the first day of work i nearly fell down because of tiredness. my hands, my legs all couldn't stand such long time standing and running around, excluded work's bore itself.

but i have learnt many things from my work. i feel less bad when people look at me with the annoyed eyes, i feel less irritated when so many people refused my offer with such cold ways, and even when many of them tried to make fun or flirt with me, still i can stay calm. and still smiled happily at the next person~~~

that's how life is, i guess....

In Her Eyes

2009-03-22T08:23:00.000-07:00

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**couples**
Cloud and Aeris (Aerith)
Vincent and Lucrecia
Balthier and Fran

yea i know that there are not much parts of Fran and Balthier T_T its quite sad... anyway, hope you enjoy the vid

yes sure i like rock but it doesnt mean i cannot like country, right?

i like Shania Twain and Josh Groban aww... their songs are really sweet..really... country is simple but deep and romantic. its not shape, not "heavy", not push the feelings much... if rock to me is the hole of feelings then country is the dream of feeling, sounds so... complicated, huh?

here is one of my favourite song... i like the song so so much that i even made an amv for it though the vid is not really good =_=" its quite bad...

the amv was muted FOREVER in youtube my UMG. i had to upload it to another place. but if you want you still can download it with this link

JOSH GROBAN LYRICS

"In Her Eyes"

She stares through my shadow

She sees something more
Believes there's a light in me
She is sure
And her truth makes me stronger
Does she realize
I awake every morning
With her strength by my side

I am not a hero
I am not an angel
I am just a man
Man who's trying to love her
Unlike any other
In her eyes I am

This world keeps on spinning
Only she stills my heart
She's my inspiration
She's my northern star
I don't count my possession
All I call mine
I will give her completely
To the end of all time

I am not a hero
I am not an angel
I am just a man
Man who's trying to love her
Unlike any other
In her eyes I am

In her eyes I see the sky and all I'll ever need
In her eyes time passes by and she is with me

I am not a hero
I am not an angel
I am just a man
Man who's trying to love her
Unlike any other
In her eyes I am
In her eyes I am

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Greenday - Extraordinary Girl - Final Fantasy amv

2009-03-22T07:51:00.000-07:00

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Song: Extraordinary Girl by Greenday
screen shots from Final Fantasy 9

this amv was done 1 year ago (19th March 2008)

at that time i already found out that it's easy to make one amv since Final Fantasy screen shots are interesting themselves, but its not easy to make a good clip that can fit the music

i dedicated this one for my sister Riku in Girl Gamers Club Vietnam. i got interested in Garnet and Zidane by following her long posts about her admiration for them lol

it took me like 2 days long, but i did like it. although i dont understand why not so many people really enjoy it.

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