well i was banned =/ thats all. all of available vid will be updated to new account darknovaGGC

song: Soldier of Fortune (original by Deep Purple)
artist: Opeth
album: Ghost of Reveries
scenes: Final Fantasy 7 - Dirge of Cerberus, Drakengard 1, 2



for people who have played Drakengard and DoC or at least have known about them, this vid can be considered fine. its about the friendship of Caim and Angelus lasted via time, about love of Vinc and Lucrecia.

in Drakengard 2, after 18 years long, Caim never stops searching for Angelus, to free her from the painful seal. all tears, blood, every losses they have suffered finally became ashes. it's a sad ending but at the same time, happy ending. should we smile, or cry for it?

as for Vincent and Lucrecia, well the unchanged love for over 50 years is enough to say.



Soldier of Fortune lyric - Opeth cover

I have often told you stories about the way
I lived the life of a drifter waiting for the day
When I'd take your hand and sing you songs
And may be you would say
Come lay with me and love me
And I would surely stay

But I feel i'm growing older
And the songs that I have sung
Echo in the distance
Like the sound
Of a windmill going round
Guess I'll always be
A soldier of fortune.

Many times I've been a traveller
I looked for something new
In days of old when nights were cold
I wandered without you
Those days I thought my eyes
Had seen you standing near
Though blindness is confusing
It shows that you're not here.

Now I feel I'm growing older
And the songs that I have sung
Echo in the distance
Like the sound
Of a windmill going round
Guess I'll always be
A soldier of fortune

Yes, I can hear the sound
Of a windmill going round
I guess I'll always be
A soldier of fortune.
I guess I'll always be
A soldier of fortune.

song: Love you To Death
artist: Kamelot
album: Ghost Opera
scenes: Valkyrie Profile 2: Silmeria, Drakengard, Dirge of Cerberus and 1 scene of Advent Children



Kamelot is my favourite power/symphonic band, no doubt about that. this song although is simple but very touching and therefore it contents a very neat sense of Asian music which makes it worth to listen to ^^


Love You to Death Lyrics
Artist(Band):Kamelot

Love You to Death

When they met she was fifteen
Like a black rose blooming wild
And she already knew she was gonna die

"What's tomorrow without you?
This is our last goodbye"

She got weaker every day
As the autumn leaves flew by
Until one day, she told him, "This is when I die"

"What was summer like for you?"
She asked him with a smile
"What's tomorrow without you?"
He silently replied

She said,

"I will always be with you
I'm the anchor of your sorrow
There's no end to what I'll do
Cause I love you, I love you to death"

But the sorrow went too deep
The mountain fell too steep
And the wounds would never heal
Cause the pain of the loss was more than he could feel

He said,

"I will always be with you
By the anchor of my sorrow
All I know, or ever knew,
Is I love you, I love you to death"

"What's tomorrow without you?
Is this our last goodbye?"

[Solo]

"I will always be with you
I'm the anchor of your sorrow
There's no end to what I'll do
Cause I love you"

song: While Your Lips Are Still Red ( composed by Marco)
album: Amaranth
artist: Nightwish
scenes: Final Fantasy X, X-2, Advent Children Complete, Final Fantasy VIII, Drakengard 2
Intro:
Song: [Edited] Megaman 2 Dr Wily's Castle Theme
Footage: Final Fantasy VII Crisis Core, Advent Children Complete, Dirge of Cerberus





a combination work of me and Valoja94 , being dedicated as Michael Jackson's late bday

Val-chan's work: intro + 0:00 - 2:34
my work: 2:35 - 4:59

I had wanted to make amv with my friends for a long time til this chance came very happy to have a work together with Val-chan and it turned out that our work indeed matched and blended well which made me even happier dispite all the problem about quality and transfering.

Val-chan deserves more credit, that's all i can say.


Nightwish : While Your Lips Are Still Red Lyrics

Sweet little words made for silence not talk
Young heart for love not heartache
Dark hair for catching the wind
Not to veil the sight of a cold world

Kiss while your lips are still red
While he's still silent
Rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled
Hold another hand while the hand's still without a tool
Drown into eyes while they're still blind
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn

First day of love never comes back
A passionate hour's never a wasted one
The violin, the poet's hand
Every thawing heart plays your theme with care

Kiss while your lips are still red
While he's still silent
Rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled
Hold another hand while the hand's still without a tool
Drown into eyes while they're still blind
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn


Kiss while your lips are still red
While he's still silent
Rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled
Hold another hand while the hand's still without a tool
Drown into eyes while they're still blind
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn

track: Por Una Cabeza (taken from Scent of a Woman OST)
scenes: Final Fantasy VIII, Valkyrie Profile: Lenneth



nothing special about this vid, i just love the music, so i decided to make a vid with it. I like tango, cant you tell?

song: (You are ) Reason I'm Alive
artist: Drowning Pool
album: Full Cirle
scenes: Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children, Dirge of Cerberus, Kingdom Hearts 1,2 Final Mix and the opening scene from Valkyrie Profile 2





hidden scenes: Riku, Kairi, Cloud and Aerith's feet on the flower field and some bit more, take time to find them

im fond of this song though i dont think its a masterpiece. its a mix between sad and yet strong feeling (strong passion, huge agony, strong will of revenge, etc) so yea... again i got to say its interesting to listen to.

its the first time ive used Final Mix cut scenes, hope it brought good effect. i just think for Roxas, being a Nobody of Sora already makes him alive because of Sora. even if he got a different life and had no idea about his true person (body.memories? etc) which is Sora, he still longed for Sora, for the bit of existing beyond himself. although in KH2 after all Roxas already got back to Sora's body, i guess Roxas would never disappear, he will always be a part of Sora, he is Nobody but not nobody



DROWNING POOL LYRICS
"Reason I'm Alive"

Whatever happened to till death do us part?
Together forever slowly severed us apart
You know, dreams are just like lies (dreams are just like lies), when you walk away?
I never want to feel again, as the blackness settles in
And I only have one thing left to say

You're the reason that i'm alive
Twist that knife but I just won't die
You're the reason that i'm alive (reason that I'm alive)
Leave you here as you watch me fly away
Woah-oh, woah-oh, as you watch me fly away
Watch me fly away

Whatever happened to the lies that I believed?
And wasn't it you that said the truth will set us free?
You know, dreams are just like lies (dreams are just like lies), when you walk away?
And we never even had a chance, as the sadness slips away
And I only have one thing left to say

You're the reason that i'm alive (reason that I'm alive)
Twist that knife but I just won't die
You're the reason that i'm alive (reason that I'm alive)
Leave you here as you watch me fly away
Woah-oh, woah-oh, as you watch me fly away
Woah-oh, woah-oh, as you watch me fly away

I'm rising up on broken wings
And I'm choking back these empty sins
Well I hope you take this, take this as you want

You're the reason that i'm alive (reason that I'm alive)
Twist that knife but I just won't die
You're the reason that i'm alive (reason that I'm alive)
Leave you here as you watch me fly away
Woah-oh, woah-oh, as you watch me fly away

song: Mad World
artist: Adam Lambert
scenes: Final Fantasy VII: Dirge of Cerberus, Advent Children, Crisis Core, Final Fantasy Versus XIII



not many comments about this vid though except for the great song

this song was sung well by Gary and Adam Lambert, so if you havent listened to any of them, i recommend

this vid is also the first one i wanted to use FF13 Versus that much, well just tried to express the confusing feeling of Stela and Storm.. a kind of new Romeo and Juliet (?)


Mad World Lyrics

All around are me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrows
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very,
Mad world, Mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
May they feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny,
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very
Mad world, Mad world
Mad world, Mad world

song: Divided
artist: Tiamat
scenes: Bleach fanart



yea im back finally

Ive read manga and of course i do read Bleach and above all I especially like Ulquiorra and Orihime. well about the pairing i mean. Im certain that Ulqui has some special feelings for Orihime, whether it's just a little bit warm feeling of humanity that Orihimi gave or it's a big love as we wish, i know that to Ulquiorra, Orihime is a special person

another reason that i support UlquiHime is because Ichigo already gets Rukia, then why is Orihime after him still, thats so unfair for Orihime

so i decided to make this vid, a tribute for both of them, for love will forever lasts even that 1 person is already gone...

as for Tiamat, it's a really good band from Sweden and i strongly recommend well Tiamat may not be that popular in the charts but... come on... why should we care about the charts instead of what our hearts feel



Tiamat Divided Lyrics:
The marriage has gone to my head
The wedding trumpets are dead
Replaced by a static noise
So loud that I can't
hear my own voice
Will those signs lead me out of here
Well, just take me somewhere
To the planes where angels sing
Trough the chime and the clattering

For what it's worth the
truth might hurt you
There is a little you can do
When shadows fall I will desert you
Then that's what you will do

For what it's worth the
truth might hurt you
And with a tear of morning dew...
My temples born anew

Lead me inside
Lead me inside
Lead me inside out of the cold
Let me inside
Feel me inside
When the seed is sown
Our love's dead by dawn

And as the day begins
The sun is soothing my skin
And I am divided
I am divided
For love

I have to say
That all of this time
I waited for someone like you
You are my dream
You are my dream
You are my dream

firstly Im very very happy that i got 200 sub (now is 200+) ^^

thanks for all of your support, it is a pleasure that i have gotten many positive comments about my videos and amv =D

however from now on darknovaGW's work will be in hiatus. Just that this time I have been busy, hence I have gotten some problem that i need to solve and get over them firstly before I can start anything with editing vid and making amv again.

also, after 50 vids in 1 year, I think it's my time to stop for a while, in order to find some new materials for my vids (yes you can say why the heck I should need to find something new while my vids actually took from fmv's) but yes I do need, it's the way i focus on some certain scenes and feeling, the way i tried to express my feeling via scenes. I was into strong feeling so much and most of the time forgot other factors which is not a good thing to me.

hopefully I can see you guys again asap

but lol what i am talking about? sure i will still reply your messages and comments, but with slower time than before.






PS: I'm thinking about connecting back to metal =P lol

if you are interest, click the title of each part to watch the whole "story"



i will just analyse (or better say "summary"?) the whole story, since im so fond of the whole story [Story of Evil] but we will first start with my very own opinion that i really like concept albums, especially albums that can make it the whole story like this, i hope someday i can see a metal album with this concept (usually in symphonic and progressive, concepts album contents many different bits of the whole story, not the story in words of different characters like in [Story of Evil])


Daughter of Evil (click):
the princess of Yellow, who did not care about anyone else but herself. she let her people starve while satisfying her want. she fell in love with the Prince of Blue. but the Prince of Blue already loved Lady of Green. Princess of Yellow ended up starting the war and murdering the Lady of Green. the country's people got angry and started a revolution. they caught her and executed her at 3pm. when the last moment came, the Princess of Yellow smiled and said: "oh, it's time for snack!"


Servant of Evil (click):
the twin brother of Princess of Yellow. for fate they were separated, one became princess, one became servant. he sworn that he would protect his sister whatever it costs "to protect you i will become the devil". he also fell in love with Lady of Green, but since his sister asked, he came to kill Lady of Green with his tears pouring. when the army attacked the castle, he switched clothes to his sister and help her flee while he was captured by the army. at the time being executed, he recognised his sister was among people watching around, so he smiled and joked: "oh, it's time for snack" and he made the wish "if i could reborn, i hope you would play with me again"


Daughter of Vengeance (click):
the Lady of Red. her family was starved under Princess of Yellow's rule. she stood up and started the war - the revolution. she came up with the help of Prince of Blue. when the army got into castle, Lady of Red realised it was the servant, not the right princess who was caught. but she knew they were siblings, so she pretended like nothing wrong. at the execution, she realised the real Princess of Yellow got to come, and Lady of Red was satisfised with the truth that Princess of Yellow will have to see her own brother died in front of her eyes. the pain Princess of Yellow got was the revenge of Lady of Red - Daughter of Vengeance.


Lady of Green (click):
a beautiful lady who lives up for her own fun - making conflict between people. she likes to make men around jealous of each other and fought for her love. when she knew the Prince of Blue came, she deceived him and made him fall in love with her. however, at the same time she met the Servant of Yellow Princess, and she did fall in love with that servant. the war was started by the Princess of Yellow, and the servant caught her. looking at the knife in his tremble hands, she knew he was going to kill her. Lady of Green held his hands and thrust the knife to her chest, smiling that she died with the man she truly loved.


Prince of Blue (click):
the charming prince who would get all girls as he wanted. but he fell in love with Lady of Green, though he already engaged with Princess of Yellow. people object the relationship since the 2 of them belong to different classes. One day he got to know she was killed and he was late to warn her. obviously it was Princess of Yellow who did it. Prince of Blue joined Lady of red's army and attacked the Yellow kingdom. at the execution, he got to know it was not the Princess but the servant who was going to be killed. but he did nothing. It was for the purpose of his revenge, too.


Ending:

Regret Message (click):
after the Servant's death, the Princess of Evil got to read a wish of her brother that said "if i could reborn, i hope you would play with me again". she went to the beach, looking at the wish within the bottle floating away, and wished for that would happen.


King of Blue over the sea: (click)
After the war, being tired and in pain of Lady of Green's death, Prince of Blue (now is the King) went to the harbor, and saw Princess of Yellow there, with the wish letter in a small bottle. he recognised her but settled that everything was over, both of them lost the ones they loved the most. King of Blue also wished for the future, for Princess of Yellow's fate, and hope she will not repeat her mistake again.


Re_Birth (click):
the Servant traveled within an empty space, the Green handcuffs pulled him, the Blue tears pulled him, and Red blood wrapped over his body. but then he saw the light, heard the voice of his sister, as he wanted to get back to her so much. after that the Green handcuffs, Blue tears and Red blood unchained him

when he opened his eyes, he saw a new life when he was reborn, being with people in a musical band, and that was his new birthday.


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now abit about music, firstly all vocals in this song series are not real, Im not sure which one will be the exact word for it, "digital voice" or "virtual voice". all music was composed using a programme called VOCALOID, you can download the demo version of this programme to try make some music if you want, though the vocabularies library is very limited with only 5 words "I", "love", "you", "my", "baby"

the background music, or should i call "genre" and "material" is mostly pop-dance, a bit ballad and well many other things also mixed there (just to remind you again, the main theme music is already electrical music which can contents within itself many other kinds, except for the instrumental version)

back to vocals, in my opinion, I don't really consider them as good products. everything that was made again under human hands can never sounds natural. The feeling within the song was lost a lot because of that . they are good voices i cannot deny, maybe can say unbelievable voices, so cute, so high, so strong, can reach even hardest notes. but without feeling within, a good voice is just a voice, but not a vocal. Yes it may remind you the case of Gorillaz and you may have another opinion, but that was what i think .

further more, the "anime" kind female vocals actually did irritate me somewhat. It's not I don't like high voices, as the truth that I have liked a certain number of sopranos, but the voice made by VOCALOID indeed hurt my ears . It could be a part of the programme's work but at least it was my impression about it.

but as for the concept and story, well i can say this is an awesome thing that you should not miss and still I cannot find any metal album that has this kind of great and neat story. the closest ones are The Black Halo and Epica by Kamelot, but the story is still not as deep as what I really look for.

a screenshot from making the vid Far away. the number of "lines" you saw in the bar (please click on the pic to see the real size, the pic on this post is just so small ) is the total times i cut and put those vids together. with over 40 cut times, this vid's editing process is average (to me) .

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song: Faraway
artist: Nickelback
scenes: Shadow Hearts, Shadow Hearts: Covenant, Final Fantasy VIII, Advent Children, Crisis Core



first time trying with Shadow Hearts, im glad it turned out not so bad

the vid of Cloud and Aerith meeting was the idea from a great vid by my friend Shin-chan

its the "comeback" of me after 3 weeks being busy with my exam , im glad this vid got an ok outcome and i hope it will be able to stay for long in youtube

NICKELBACK LYRICS
"Far Away"

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

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song: Save You
artist: Emilie Autumn
album: Enchant
scenes: Final Fantasy 7: Dirge of Cerberus, Final Fantasy X-2, Drakengard 2, Valkyrie Profile: Lenneth



a gift to Valoja94 for her cuteness and support she has given me

hidden scenes are available, though i think next time i should stop using it for a while. since not many people will enjoy those hidden scenes i think


Emilie Autumn - Save You lyrics

How do I save you from a fate so sweet
As being torn to pieces by a loving hand
How do I save you from a voice so soft
As that which acquiesces to your each demand
How do I look upon the eyes I love
And send them down this path, I know it isn't right
How do I make you realize my love
That there is more to fear than strangers in the night

How do I save you?
How do I set you free?
Behind the curtain waits a darker world
If I can't make you leave
How can I save you from me?

I think you've had enough experience
To differentiate between a heart of gold
And what you cradle in your gentle arms
Can you not recognize a soul already sold?
How do I save you from the things I've been?
I can't deny the past, it's written on my face
How do I save you from the mess you're in
When I can't make you leave this torturous embrace

How do I save you?
How do I set you free?
Behind the curtain waits a darker world
If I can't make you leave
How can I save you from me?

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song: Eagleheart
artist: Stratovarius
album: Element pt.1
scene: Final Fantasy 7: Dirge of Cerberus, Crisis Core, Drakengard 2, Warcraft III : Reign of Chaos, Final Fantasy XII



the first song of Stratovarius, and still I like it very much

i do try Warcraft III but i do not like Orc to be honest. i worship Starcraft and all Starcraft fans know famous sentence of Zealot: my life for Auir. so i cannot stand when Warcraft copied such thoughtful script and gave Orc. so yea i do not like Orc, but it's about personal problem though, have nothing to do with the main story nor the race.

this is also the first time i have tried to mix 2 different kinds of games. RPG and RTS. i used to avoid mixing them together, since each kind has its own special features that i do not want to break. but one person told me to not mix Warcraft with any games just because Warcraft's characters are so ugly, and i just cannot stand that idea also , so yea, this vid is here with you now


Title: Stratovarius - Eagleheart lyrics

All through the night he is lying awake
Wond'ring how much more can he take
Watching the walls where shadows dance
Drifting away into a trance.

And his eyes are blazing with fire

Dreams burnt to ashes so many times
Highest of mountains, still he climbs
Ready to fly cause he just can't stay
Flame burning brighter with every day

And his eyes are blazing with fire
Longinng for the deepest desire

Heart of an eagle
He flies through the rainbow
Into a new world and finds the sun
Spreading his wings above all the sorrows
The glory of Eagleheart

Fever is burning in his veins
Determined with courage breaking the chains
Back against the wall under blood red skies
Prepared to fight until he dies.

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song: What If
artist: Emilie Autumn
scenes: Final Fantasy 8, 9, X, FF7 Advent Children, Final Fantasy XIII trailer (Lightning)




the first vid i made with Emilie Autumn song. i think she is awesome. although this amv is not very good, but still i tried my best with it. i also put some hidden scenes there, well just for people to take time to find them


Emilie Autumn - What If lyrics

Here you sit on your high-backed chair
Wonder how the view is from there
I wouldn't know 'cause I like to sit
Upon the floor, yeah upon the floor
If you like we could play a game
Let's pretend that we are the same
But you will have to look much closer
Than you do, closer than you do

And I'm far too tired to stay here anymore
And I don't care what you think anyway
'Cause I think you were wrong about me
Yeah what if you were, what if you were

And what if I'm a snowstorm burning
What if I'm a world unturning
What if I'm an ocean, far too shallow, much too deep
What if I'm the kindest demon
Something you may not believe in
What if I'm a siren singing gentlemen to sleep

I know you've got it figured out
Tell me what I am all about
And I just might learn a thing or two
Hundred about you, maybe about you
I'm the end of your telescope
I don't change just to suit your vision
'Cause I am bound by a fraying rope
Around my hands, tied around my hands

And you close your eyes when I say I'm breaking free
And put your hands over both your ears
Because you cannot stand to believe I'm not
The perfect girl you thought
Well what have I got to lose

And what if I'm a weeping willow
Laughing tears upon my pillow
What if I'm a socialite who wants to be alone
What if I'm a toothless leopard
What if I'm a sheepless shepherd
What if I'm an angel without wings to take me home

You don't know me
Never will, never will
I'm outside your picture frame
And the glass is breaking now
You can't see me
Never will, never will
If you're never gonna see

What if I'm a crowded desert
Too much pain with little pleasure
What if I'm the nicest place you never want to go
What if I don't know who I am
Will that keep us both from trying
To find out and when you have
Be sure to let me know

What if I'm a snowstorm burning
What if I'm a world unturning
What if I'm an ocean, far too shallow, much too deep
What if I'm the kindest demon
Something you may not believe in
What if I'm a siren singing gentlemen to sleep
Sleep...
Sleep...


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song: Vermilion
artist: Slipknot
scenes: Drakengard 2, Final Fantasy 8, Final Fantasy XIII: Versus, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children, Dirge of Cerberus, Crisis Core, 1 scene from Final Fantasy X



well there are many hidden scenes there, feel free to take your time to find them =)


Vermillion Lyrics
Artist(Band):Slipknot

She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalities
So fragile yet so devious
She continues to see it
Climatic hands that press
Her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

She is everything and more
The solemn hypnotic
My Dahlia bathed in possession
She is home to me

I get nervous, perverse, when I see her it's worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never she's coming home
Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

Hard to say what caught my attention
Fixed and crazy, Aphid attraction
Carve my name in my face, to recognize
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

(Yeah!)

(oh-oh)
I'm a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist through my need, to self oblige
She is something in me, that I despise

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!
SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!

She isn't real (She isn't real)
I can't make her real (can't make her real)
She isn't real (She isn't real)
I can't make her real (can't make her real)

I got stuck !! >"<>

i need more time!!

i still have many many many, super many songs i want to make vids with

Soldier of Fortune by Opeth, Save You by Emilie Autumn, March of Mephisto by Kamelot, Eagleheart by Stratovarius, etc and etc... omg i need more time! i want time to stop!

many people have said your feeling is small and feble
i have tried not believing in them

but what can i take? when you said you miss me but you dont care whether you can see me or not?

well just go on. if you feel the heavy of carrying my heart, then just leave it, and I will just be fine

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song: Endorama
artist: Kreator ft. Lacrimosa (Tilo)
scenes: Drakengard, FFVII: Crisis Core, Advent Children, FFXII, Final Fantasy XIII, Final Fantasy XIII: Versus



thanks for HigureShichiyou to recommend me Drakengard, true that its an epic game

Lacrimosa is one of my favourite bands just to let you know, and this song, i can say Tilo's voice mixed very well with Kreator.

i never used the fighting scene of Sephiroth and Genesis before though its really awesome, so i put some here. and also, some scenes of Lightning from FFXIII, this is the first time i have used "her" also


Kreator Endorama lyrics

This is the end of all life's suffering
This is the end of all life's pain
Fear, destruction, greed, exists no longer
Nothings left now nothing can remain
It's getting closer
Follow my friend
Endorama is crushing you
This the end
Expect no mercy
Just understand
Endorama comes for you
This is the end
This is the end of your false paradise
This is the end of mankinds pride
Masques of selfishness needed no longer
All forgotten dark illusions died
It's getting closer
Follow my friend
Endorama is crushing you
This the end
Expect no mercy
Just understand
Endorama comes for you
This is the end
As long as you're alive you've got to suffer
Death will take you from this labyrinth
Open up you'll see
This life just can't be real
Don't look back just let it all go
Into eden or inferno
This is the end of all your struggling
This is the end of this domain
Hate, regression, lies, exist no longer
As earth becomes the epitaph of cain
It's getting closer
Follow my friend
Endorama is crushing you
This the end
Expect no mercy
Just understand
Endorama comes for you
This is the end

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Song: For My Fallen Angel
Artist: My Dying Bride
Album: Like Gods of The Sun
Scenes: Advent Children, Crisis Core, Dirge of Cerberus, FF8



truly dedicate to my best friend ever, my sister, teacher in life A.P.
thanks my friend Mamanon for the audio file


since the time i played FF7, i knew that Aerith loved Cloud and CLoud loved her too. whatever could happen, just play it and you will see it. go to Gongaga if you wonder whether Cloud loved Aeris because of Zack, rescue Aeris from the church again and again to see how they spent their time together in Midgar, go to the park and reload their conversation to see whether Aeris loved Zack or not, and you will get your answer.

no im not Tifa anti-fan, just i feel that Cloud loves Aeris

as for the song, i love My Dying Bride and of course this song is just so much beautiful



My Dying Bride - For My Fallen Angel lyrics

As I draw up my breath
And silver fills my eyes
I kiss her still
For she will never rise
On my weak body
Lays her dying hand
Through those meadows of Heaven
Where we ran
Like a thief in the night
The wind blows so light
It wars with my tears
They won't dry for many years
Loves golden arrow
At her should have fled
And not Death ebon dart
To strike her dead

thats all



i collected, and i wanted to share
they just look so so so cute

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song: One Last Goodbye
band: Anathema
album: Jugdement
movie: The Myth



the first time i have made a music video with a movie instead of games fmv's like before.

Anathema may not be one of my top favourite bands, but can say Anathema is one of the name that has affected my music taste a lot . i just started to become very choosy with lyrics after listening to Anathema and Wolverin (its a Swedish progressive metal band). Anathema's music and lyrics are not too upset nor using heavy tone, but still bring sad and empty feeling. thats the thing not many bands i have known can do

as for the movie, well i have to say i dont recommend you to watch The Myth, since its a very bad movie , though it's one of the movies that Jackie Chan played a tragedy part, as well as the ONLY movie until now that i have known, Jackie Chan died (in the movie i mean).
although the movie has a good idea about a love throughout time, so bad it cannot bring many feelings, even just a little bit of satisfaction. and the real OST of the song is here with Jackie Chan in vocal

and well Kim Hee Seon is one of the most beautiful women in the world in my eyes. i watched her movies since i was still in primary school she's also one of very rare celebrities i have known that doesnt have to change her style for more than 10 years but her image still never gets old.

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One Last Goodbye Lyrics
Artist(Band):Anathema

How I needed you
How I bleed now you're gone
In my dreams I see you
I awake so alone

I know you didn't want to leave
Your heart yearned to stay
But the strength I always loved in you
Finally gave way

Somehow I knew you would leave me this way
Somehow I knew you could never stay
And in the early morning light
After a silent peaceful night
You took my heart away
And I grieve

In my dreams I can see you
I can tell you how I feel
In my dreams I can hold you
And it feels so real

I still feel the pain
I still feel your love
I still feel the pain
I still feel your love

And somehow I knew you could never, never stay
And somehow I knew you would leave me
And in the early morning light
After a silent peaceful night
You took my heart away
I wished, I wished you could have stayed