im working.... im not working...(?)

well actually it's a part time of a part time job. technically i am NOT employed by the company, but i work for it for a period of time and get paid.

my work is giving flies and sometimes helping a bit when the shop is so much crowded. i can say I'm happy that many employees there are friendly and nice to me. the payment is very good (that's why that kind of job can only exist for a very short time )


i can say the money you gain is worth your effort, of course if you don't cheat on it. the first day of work i nearly fell down because of tiredness. my hands, my legs all couldn't stand such long time standing and running around, excluded work's bore itself.

but i have learnt many things from my work. i feel less bad when people look at me with the annoyed eyes, i feel less irritated when so many people refused my offer with such cold ways, and even when many of them tried to make fun or flirt with me, still i can stay calm. and still smiled happily at the next person~~~




that's how life is, i guess....